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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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( M a6 A; H' a. O: `9 wEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;* `6 P a+ |6 j, m) a0 {
2 w% [3 H, A9 u. w. r9 s% II guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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1 e G, o% l2 LWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;: e, y3 o$ k0 }, j3 i$ Z3 t4 a% v
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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2 m9 u7 z: p1 u0 n+ C2 e. {Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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; S) ^& L* ] q; _7 r& I/ XMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;3 o8 t0 x1 z0 L+ l: M
$ p' l/ ?( [& f+ W4 o# X7 MYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;' Q+ @- L: v8 s# K5 L
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;% A$ O, G# ?9 L) @: m
, h4 [) h8 u( wSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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8 |* @# |) B3 o4 c7 jYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life./ ^6 _% f; a4 P
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