上海很繁华,有时又让人感到漂泊的感觉,在高楼之中,在人潮里让人感到自己特别渺小。
* k9 D2 P: B7 ^: u7 J( C走的前一天,我去了外婆家,看了她老人家,还给了她一点钱,外婆特别高兴,但找女朋友的事没给我再提了。 . D9 j& a6 H, |1 d% e0 N
临回美国的前一天,我和DAVID在外面和朋友们吃了饭,那天DAVID穿了一件黑色紧身的背心,牛仔短裤,一头长长的金发,真是帅呆了,大家很开心,饭后DAVID对我说:
2 {6 w B) O" }& ]' _, h @: i“我希望你的朋友们喜欢我。” 8 k/ y' U7 S3 C9 O3 k E
“他们喜欢你啊!”
+ `, r' x' Q. O/ \回到酒店,我给爸妈打了电话,我们相互寒暄了几句,我妈告诉我我姐姐明天会去送我,她会在浦东机场等我们。
0 e6 I3 M9 Z( B% w1 Z放下电话,我一下感到很伤感,一个人靠在床上发呆,DAVID光着上身,走近我,我一下抱住他,把他楼在怀中。 4 N: h7 P" e* g9 Y
“我会失去你吗?”我问DAVID。 7 Y5 U" B. b& Y7 s
“no” . ^1 e/ o# c7 c6 O
“I am sad and sentimental ”
% m: m8 j o: R! Z“ sentimental just means you think a lot about the past memories,
5 P8 \2 _9 t. P" ]1 m Y/ qit doesnt mean you are sad, you can be sentimental AND happy,
8 ~9 m. L5 {0 ?6 R! r1 Y1 Y$ `: ]i hate it when people are always sad...it makes me want to be sad”DAVID一本正经地和我说:“you say you are not happy, you are sentimental?” * }% u- U) l( \
“yes baby ”
# c U2 p4 B1 K5 @“but those are not opposite feelings, you can be both” ' o, ~, t( _$ E2 u( S+ Z
“I am worrying about you might not love me any more in future ”我说。 7 r. y: O& J1 |8 Z0 n* ^7 V+ }; }; U
“why do you worry about that? i do love you i just want you to be happy ,
, f5 f+ |- h" T$ B8 m# X4 C/ C# udont be sad and serious all the time you need to laugh and have fun ,8 I" a9 K; T Z
and love life, i worry that you might not love me anymore someday also ,
% p! g5 w6 N% p2 P( W4 [but i try not to think about it a lot, because you like me now ,
: X$ A5 v! y) O1 m. x9 v6 F# Y so we should enjoy it in the present time”
3 R5 x5 d. ^2 t: B9 g" F! k“sometimes you think to much” DAVID 抱住我说:“just be like " wu wei" ,Tao-te Ching ,dont try to make things happen, just let them happen naturally ”
3 n- z I+ O# U. q) m% o“WHAT?道德经?”我笑起来了,用嘴堵住他的嘴,“我不想‘无为’,我想‘为’”
1 _. L; K6 i$ x" r5 R我看见了他长满胸毛的结实胸膛,他穿着紧紧的白色内裤,露出两条毛茸茸的长腿,我抚摩着他结实的胸膛, 慢慢地除去了他的内裤,啊,又见到了他熟悉的身体!我吻过他的脖子,用牙齿轻轻咬他藏在胸毛里的乳头,他叹了一口气,我继续向下,吻到了他平坦的小腹,一口咬住他的JJ,一手去摸他的PP,用手指伸进他的菊花中。。。。那夜我们更多地是沉醉在亲吻里,他不停地吻着我,吮吸我,没有语言,亲吻就是我们最好的语言。 4 g' ?6 ]# L8 b$ B8 }- B, x0 ~
第二天,我们叫了辆TAXI去了机场,在那里见到了姐姐,姐姐拿出了点吃的, 0 E& U9 D0 d: g7 C9 Z6 s$ b1 T
“这是妈妈给你们做得早餐,有粥,还有蛋饼,面包 和酸奶,到美国后给我们来个电话,一路上小心。”
3 `" m$ N, Y. e" I$ W 拿到这些吃的,感到很温暖,我给了姐姐一点钱,并托她给爸妈一点钱,送走了姐姐,
# o: t+ d; W+ p* g# i. C0 d我们等了不多久,登上了飞往美国的航班。 |