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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.
4 A5 R- w& Q" L ~（在最近我反思自己生活之前，我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活）, H6 T8 f" ]# w8 w- e
I'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years." \8 e- ?" l+ X* p+ \. D7 d
（我如今已经成年，也已长大很多年）8 T3 X- j9 ~" S ?
But my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.
2 j3 E* F' S, A% @1 N- n# A（但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中）
! |. O2 r5 k% A. z2 X# w" QSo to some degree, I am indeed a child.
, c) c6 Y/ f, E* o! G（所以，从某个角度来看，我其实依旧是个孩子）1 \' u% s K( l1 L+ H( \
Who are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.7 f2 Z" s2 @7 t% h6 `) C, f
（谁是我所珍视，爱护，甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他？）
) F( [! b$ t8 H+ K! ?My dream three days ago have told me the answer.& X. H) V. z- v
（3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前）( J0 i: M( v" s3 [, s2 @
I didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.
8 {4 q# }0 M4 t1 r7 n. g（朋友们，我真的本无意打扰你们大家）
0 v1 }8 D' u8 [" kBut I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.% W& c* h& G0 T# L2 h( ~9 e
（但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说，我愿意为你付出我的一切，可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你）1 v7 F1 E1 _- q3 G$ V, C/ u
That is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.# B: s5 A4 i# |( p, F$ M4 |, U
（因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕）9 i; R/ b8 ?! K7 m) [
I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.+ ~# Y8 @/ O9 l; T8 H/ A( a( p7 v
（我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态，因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。）
9 q' Q1 z9 b' K+ S! W- Z9 qPromise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.& C1 b0 u# @+ b; [; E* O: v" p
（答应我，你会一直开心活泼的活下去，知道永远。这样我也保证，在我有生之年，我一定会为你祈福，不论我身在何方，身处何职）; B6 y% j4 c9 R) H" M
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I can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.+ J2 i, D% i9 u) t& u1 [
（我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性，也许我很久以前已经如此吧）
5 m% s/ ? a6 [, f* I5 ]But because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.
/ I0 l9 l( t& N. r# [（只是因为我的逃避，我已经，在我一时到问题之后，开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨）! F0 A" ~6 `0 R, @/ z2 V; G3 X4 }
Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.+ s, G' c$ G- n7 @# h6 b
（逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法，但是我没有选择）
$ I/ }. u0 M, Y9 ?: WSo, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.9 ?& ]3 Y; o$ j. |) V4 F' l, l
（请原谅我的废话连篇，我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生）
) v" f+ \; _( s8 a- RTo confess or not to confess? That's not a question!8 p2 s4 u; U! U+ A
（表白还是深藏？这其实不是一个问题！） |
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