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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑
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5 x9 U& S1 z6 }' M! z% DDear Spencer ,
/ O" q% V( f% u2 O3 u I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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Hello Spencer,' l# E4 k2 Y* |* o
Thank u for replying my e-mail !9 Q4 w4 @% K8 f# z2 Q" N7 L6 ?9 i8 C
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.
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5 n& i- W b% j1 f7 a( dI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
2 H+ I7 G5 D3 @' v% \$ DMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
+ O7 m5 H" J5 U/ x8 lIf people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
( z! X' b6 k. R0 c; \+ Ywill laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.( J3 G- q1 X1 c/ |# e+ I
It is so hard to find someone that u love .
+ J4 V, g( p4 c9 T0 o3 XUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.6 \- G/ M, k8 o' \. P8 j$ p$ e* U6 c
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
h0 P, @( R' s6 {& Z, CU are very curious about how I know u?
1 [( H: X8 Q! [To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.
' F8 i$ D. G! P: l+ n+ t! X7 WU are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !: G) D& C& \ S0 m# b; x
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.% I. C: A J/ v) X' V7 E0 v3 N% y# }
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !
& k! P% I% O5 R, `/ A' [Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what ) ^2 w" H) `0 s- h1 t. f
I write today.
4 R7 h: k5 U9 ~) e2 G/ y! o6 EPlease reply .
8 Z/ b% C, {6 Q# u; N B3 PThat's all .Thank u !
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !9 s; {6 X3 z7 G
:)Big Brother is always watching you! / n. q- Z1 T% g: p: f/ U. e
It's a joke,please don't mind !! C" j" T& C4 d! T, z
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- d& O7 }0 J1 j$ H$ LI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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4 n& d0 B! Y! Y. N, mBecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry. : V5 r% J* Z R+ v, k
: A5 ]7 F9 \8 D* f, rYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. - Q: C4 Q- f4 t5 ?0 z! u% ]
/ p$ l* @ j" U k, _& KI hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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Send a picture of yourself!!* d8 ]- Z @3 Z) c
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spence
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1 A! K- M, z8 b6 d# eHi Spencer,
; A0 t4 T6 c/ _& D7 i& W0 LThanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
2 `) c# x* W5 m& I- L* k6 e! F3 \4 EI'm too busy recently! : A. L: G$ s5 O* w! [8 `2 s6 A
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
9 N- m/ a1 R- ?- E8 x5 o7 ?* _I want to tell you that you don't know about China.
, T* s4 @8 H& U/ F, Q, u4 o8 pIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-(- C# d) n6 v6 S! f0 A0 r% I$ M
% V4 A0 I. r8 j" X0 R6 M# vAnd USA is a amazing country for me !
6 _; i' I8 C5 i d" pI personally like reality shows.such as,* n! T2 D2 P9 P* J3 A; p7 s
'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.5 B1 I. V) v0 D
Do you like watching reality show ?
6 N; k! Q O+ }5 ~I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
) M4 H" [+ P: n( e/ jDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
/ f7 B& J# D+ SWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
' T8 W1 R* K& ~. C& i$ p/ ~& |% x2 o24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.3 M9 \7 v: q4 x: E
7 c5 y: Y5 p; e5 Q3 kSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
/ }" c5 Z7 H, B7 ^0 N0 t4 fMcDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating* Q8 q$ E4 b9 v, D( [6 x! U! g1 _8 @
hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food$ F: w) P5 q: Y. ^: N2 {
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
$ y% `4 {$ H& A2 Z3 Z' @If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your1 }) Q* ^: U" R6 f# m5 s' ]7 v) L, m
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?) x7 D( z; ~3 N2 X
2 V/ D, D, @$ H, [- r+ sOk,That's all ! I must go to bed !
3 F& {# f+ ~$ N/ J0 sMay your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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Your chinese boy ,
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.: M6 L/ a. Y7 `; _8 [
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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4 A* x3 F9 p8 ?$ R$ iMe? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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' h- a& J/ Z7 `* nAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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spence
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