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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;7 W0 d; o8 c+ n9 @- _5 X
9 Z8 u" @8 z) VAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;) G, I' t! e) Q+ s: D
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;8 E, S, H5 @& @! L$ D
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;6 h ^1 U2 A7 u2 L
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;+ `2 }, n/ f: Q) s2 d0 }
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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9 a: o C* v- U) oMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;# T$ ^2 i# z0 b$ e) e
9 Z8 h6 ~& B- r$ z7 a7 WYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end; O( M i+ N5 z+ @6 o
/ x/ I: x6 e( T% ?9 ]1 @. A: `So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;7 D$ ~: Y9 C1 w# w% ]: }
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;) Y* N( V0 F0 i. g& a8 k- W5 d
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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* f1 C' N" L7 T" j* GYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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6 u; \7 m3 B/ v5 ]5 [, YTonight, you belong only to me. |
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