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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;: @ m0 ]- j5 F+ ^0 C4 s: P6 J8 H
) g9 P2 D, G. g0 T! Z6 W9 H. bAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;1 B. c V$ W1 ]) x5 W9 p
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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4 m8 G6 b8 {. ~4 PI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;6 ^ J& j8 N$ n6 U, F
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;% R! o c& m9 U3 _4 k* B
' @' P8 z7 v- n o+ {8 fGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;4 h( U; N8 X3 H M5 ^
( T% Y; q& ], A9 [& Q8 b! E6 [7 uThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;! ]4 u- Q1 E u$ J1 p( W
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;+ Y, n. S6 ^$ G3 }7 w% H4 T
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;4 p! X8 f: f7 d2 q q# z" B9 b
: S, w# j+ M% E1 w- [: t# mSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;( a7 W6 x5 e# n7 M$ ?9 C
5 O- Q2 v8 `9 C! Z$ { G1 hSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;' ~# l1 ~+ Q6 c, U" d% z
; r. E; `5 H/ E% P. fSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;* u8 ~3 o2 F( G
) o) m+ c% B6 ?2 O5 BBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;1 S- A2 E4 L! }. x# h) o( [/ z
6 h5 ^8 Y4 w; q: n( M( X: e) nYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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