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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;+ j0 v1 \7 x3 U+ M+ J- s
; k3 y2 X: @9 p3 `; S; YEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;3 r+ w4 ?1 `1 x* s% e, c2 l
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;% l% _; o" O5 t6 `% x" }% M2 w
+ l: ^8 ]: y: ]7 @Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;( M* T- S4 J& s# _+ s" ? \0 ^: p! b
w) o6 E. P4 ]' l" vThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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C* K% o/ Q" T1 g8 TSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;2 w5 s( R) J( i( T3 N a( V
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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' k+ T! o* y; w6 m( o. j7 X$ |" ESo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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5 ], c. |5 l' P" Z) ?3 mYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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