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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;9 s) m+ J- {! ]) }
' T* c; P' N) LAll those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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- Y+ A2 {, T# _I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;0 W( h9 O: n3 U: y
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;1 F( I! r5 {% `2 B6 @% `
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer; D" _, `7 E6 R& ]6 p
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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0 u( u" c( U& R) q. \So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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7 F# ~7 U$ n: p3 x7 gSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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6 Q; I% O# D# t$ v! |. v7 DBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;4 ]. Q* H5 U: ]; B
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.
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9 V; t3 P: k, A+ N2 DTonight, you belong only to me. |
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