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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;8 b, a5 X( N1 N1 i1 O3 I
% J! ^8 s" b- Y/ A5 D* Z3 W8 ]Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;* U. R; j2 r5 { w' a0 j/ x9 z
* ~/ _/ I! @+ n% ?+ qI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;, h& E/ Q9 W' q7 a+ t) I4 i
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;4 y/ ^9 {1 E, E5 U
, q: M8 [ z+ j) _% HThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else; m$ p- z* o: }
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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) I- x9 ~! r# h- eYou are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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; ?/ @/ D! k# ^3 K6 U7 aBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.0 S0 j) g8 d# Q2 m
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