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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;5 x7 ^2 @$ o( p3 a8 O- I
- @4 ?1 x. g- p1 d; bEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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. y7 v- B7 M/ z9 C0 l- H1 `% S3 IWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;2 k/ s/ U: G; q3 i& B, f
' q; o/ p9 p5 a( Y2 L: |9 x! ^Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;( h5 d1 `9 `5 V; O6 M# l: H) J
r' p k5 |1 b3 a" d6 \Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;3 V3 @! u9 W0 M9 E8 r
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;; y% g1 s3 P) f5 ?; v( ~
2 c2 u" X: i; ]' v0 y1 @" K! p/ ZSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;( i: e- O! S/ ]7 G, X/ `
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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+ n1 P# [7 B4 }8 jSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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! Y+ C& ]" ^& @5 i8 }0 ?Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.6 X3 {) G* F: ?9 n# X
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