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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;3 D6 R, ~& d3 P* Q
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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* A7 S6 @ O7 Y j3 B* f- u1 |With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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. Y) _+ z- y6 y( H" vThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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( U# P9 G6 v2 ]6 F6 rMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;3 w6 O( e+ N8 Z4 T% q) ], D
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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+ y4 S u1 P$ ]) a: C' }2 SSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;$ J& F9 n) }4 Y$ U1 \' g
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;' G k, r3 z7 |7 `
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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x# Y/ D/ G% D& i5 z* |Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.& ^5 l3 L6 b* ~
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