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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;7 l# G4 Z8 g7 t
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;# q" F5 d) E+ E0 M: O4 y$ M1 D& Y
t+ M8 S7 k- \; q) _ VEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;* p$ T! b8 t Q6 k/ A
) p1 P' q2 P* p) b5 K) R$ f: dI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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" u* b( Q- Y$ M* y fThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;4 R# L/ i+ j& Z* i9 d$ _5 r# N2 A. H9 s
' P* F9 m+ M+ L( {) z6 ?$ ^My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;& L6 C8 h+ L8 a" ^, b# A+ J1 ?) c
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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$ H2 r2 T/ W) \* R- sSo you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;+ D& ^+ R" V7 N4 t6 M0 X( p
7 H* R. }- Q8 M( @So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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4 J K: J7 Y# z ^- V+ k0 f j( c' _But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.7 Y' V$ h. N5 u4 @( C
5 R% `& Q3 x7 u5 z( V) TTonight, you belong only to me. |
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