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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;( n. g7 F! R1 T6 a) ]5 H4 a
. u. z9 ^/ y: ~All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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4 k: j; ?- I* |5 d5 I+ DI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;6 z H0 I d9 c; Y8 [' I
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;4 e! q6 X4 v0 A
5 _ o( z4 z3 w! i! y% kGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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; ?! Z/ K& j6 r! w: FThose blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;3 j: ~; V: L/ D
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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3 u# V% S) g& L, {* M# w( a2 k% @, sSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;* d2 ]3 V* S- T& P5 k
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies; b* T5 P+ \, v5 W! t$ Z6 L9 {
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life., c& `4 J) y6 J" L& U+ f8 b
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