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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;, o% }: f' p3 d: [! W
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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: [# U$ y; C" [5 g3 ^0 q4 cI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;% F9 c6 m' M% C3 J! x8 N
3 K* ]9 v9 H: ]; J! T. l- t TWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;& X f% O: H4 g x4 y# |* n4 O# ^
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;$ H+ y$ a/ j3 F) s1 R; i9 }0 O
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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My aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;( @4 t! t8 P+ x& P5 e
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;5 ^: \& N2 u; n' R3 G4 S1 f
: B; Q; `2 |) Z4 F7 y6 D& j- HSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;
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8 ~2 [ q8 x) r: C) }7 u# hSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;4 O @9 g! Q6 ?( U1 X L9 r
- \" N7 T2 h' P% ?% o9 D1 P! lBut my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;% w# Y* {. t. O8 u/ P- V
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Your shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.+ Y9 z& A8 X3 C6 h2 f$ b& q
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