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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;) p2 ^$ E4 t1 Q0 a8 V
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;
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Even the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;
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I guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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9 ~, X- S% u6 C9 N- ^/ D0 uWith the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;
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6 w. f1 q1 W/ I; [% w% |# J5 D" JGratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;/ D3 P0 U9 y( A- m7 Z5 z
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;2 F& F- [5 D/ ~9 s: l, O
" S3 [' B0 |& u5 h/ JMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;9 Y( ?+ q8 `- Q4 {, G9 P9 F
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You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;, _% _0 n; ~, @
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;
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2 |+ `& m* B) v- N3 }2 b3 M/ V. cSo tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;% W! S7 @) G* t- g3 Z9 Q9 r9 t" W
5 W: Y. {- x( E+ s! X8 T! dSo my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;3 v- `: h- V0 _1 K$ h6 u, P; ^8 h
* t9 F. w+ Z" q8 bYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.& o2 j7 P0 g: K: Y$ g5 ^& Z) x9 L
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