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Far way from all friends and family for such a long time;
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All those friuts of happiness and sadness gradually fermented into ripe wine;" q' b' f# a% ~5 ]2 O
) l5 P' J! I1 ~$ } tEven the moment when your name creeps upon on me, the heart no longer feels the suffering;; R9 t' w3 E9 R. A0 C
6 U) w$ N e7 u/ T7 R- W& kI guess time itself is the best remedy, releasing me from the desperation of a unrequited love;
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With the passage of days and nights, your face fades away from my mind, leaving just a way-out;6 E3 Q, Y Z1 e' X- g6 U) l7 z
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Gratitude to you, for coloring the most valuable phase of my life, teaching me how to love and what to sarciricice for love;
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Those blissful and miserable memories wil be sorted out and saved in some dark corner of my mind, untraceable to anybody else;
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1 x1 w6 S3 ~. d5 i( J8 OMy aspiration and love for you has expired at the end of 2008, my 23-year old birthday. Now and evermore, I will treat you as old friend only. You figure will not be my focous and your smile will not be my unique pursuit any longer;
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1 C! Z: n# V# [' J' |You are supposed to have your own life, so I am doomed to be a passer-by; Adversely, you are only an coincidental intruder of my life, predestinated but shall depart in the end;
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So you will be blessed by God, with whom I will pray throughout my whole life;4 X* G' M5 ^# f$ v8 j
- C& w3 o! i5 r1 [! `4 }So tonight, allow me to scream out your name for the last time, rigously with bloody tears; Afterwards, your life will only be your life;% y6 |5 d4 P# U0 Y
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So my dear, next time we meet together, I should and can look into your eyes straight with calm and peace, like two long time no see friends. Smile shall also be friend-way smile only;
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But my love, never and ever, you will perceive I used to love you so much, repeated and endlessly tormented everyday by your minor wormth and numerous apathies;
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3 Y% b% w) s5 K# p$ YYour shinning smile under the blue sky on the grassy meadow with frowned eyebrow, has become a permanent vivid picture in my mind. A flaming memory, that has engraved in my heart, till the date I shall pass away from this miserable life.! P6 l8 R/ A/ @& M
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