记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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My love once said "Everything passes away "
However, memories never pass away
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Memories... A part of everyone
9 L( F. \: x# y* ?* \Memories... Live in everyone

Memories be built on love
' E! _# n, Z* `: f2 J, M( GMemories be built on hatred
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& Q8 [/ h$ P4 m* z' {/ B% pA thin line separates
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. p9 [! @8 _$ l- WMy memory of you was the birth of the love
Yet such beautiful memory was mudered
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If all things should end
" ~0 z- @9 y1 s8 l3 j0 }It should end with love
As it begins with love
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My forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
The cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

These memories, I so cherished once
1 W0 N! ?* q4 sThese memories, so harmless and hard earned
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1 B0 u/ f( a4 y9 `) `% S+ ?These memories... I was willing to die for
' F9 p1 q3 A" Y3 V; _! DYet incapable to survive upon your punches

For them, I lived
For them, I believed
& p0 }7 O. t0 g/ T( RFor them, I loved

Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
% Q5 f% f' I) B6 p( W) aToday, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
Now, in your silence, they brought me tears
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My memory of honey, so tastily sweet
Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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2 ]+ Y3 w& T# G5 S& T  H. p3 x从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
- }! n7 _! ?6 c% j* Q0 K5 ~想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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4 Z: w; I, G. V7 s从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了

' b- ~( n  a( O' C$ A3 Y* ]& w十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……

时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？

美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。

不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。

& }4 E( {5 q4 L0 P18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……

今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……
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车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
( f- p( D! _" k5 T今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠

roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束