记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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* x3 F6 @1 F2 |% Y, D3 v. [5 U" eMy love once said "Everything passes away "
0 t1 @! ]% W/ s% q7 b- V4 `% EHowever, memories never pass away

1 N" k! D% \- o3 UMemories... A part of everyone
% p$ _2 Z( S8 ^/ \Memories... Live in everyone

Memories be built on love
- p" O* f+ _% E2 Q# H. B6 K  ^5 ?Memories be built on hatred
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A thin line separates
yet cast drastic effects

My memory of you was the birth of the love
8 T3 y* ~: s2 ^6 [* R- oYet such beautiful memory was mudered
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" T- [, o, T  u4 T- s  o; yIf all things should end
9 P& c$ d; v1 e/ a* LIt should end with love
As it begins with love
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My forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
8 @0 H% {% p1 g, L! b6 J! w, PThe cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death
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These memories, I so cherished once
These memories, so harmless and hard earned
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These memories... I was willing to die for
/ T8 ?6 S- X* y5 n; x5 K8 T$ TYet incapable to survive upon your punches

For them, I lived
For them, I believed
For them, I loved

& X' Q8 F$ d% u; }Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
Today, they are the result of your heartless cruelty

Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
Now, in your silence, they brought me tears

& _  {9 [( P5 ~8 zMy memory of honey, so tastily sweet
" K  ~  E# _- X0 ~6 y$ `: H1 lNow, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。

从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了
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, P, N3 S0 \# z  }! {1 m2 `1 H十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……

; B& A# e* \; R& |0 B时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？

美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。
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  `: x& E8 j2 e" f. ~; h5 c, K3 @不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。

18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……

今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……
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车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
- a+ i+ R/ c% ?: V) s7 j. l7 m/ f" [' J今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠

roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束