记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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My love once said "Everything passes away "
& m+ ^; ^4 g- h2 pHowever, memories never pass away

( g! P7 s: M1 K, ^+ P$ IMemories... A part of everyone
Memories... Live in everyone

Memories be built on love
Memories be built on hatred
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A thin line separates
1 i* T9 B- q7 e  `yet cast drastic effects

My memory of you was the birth of the love
Yet such beautiful memory was mudered

If all things should end
6 i8 v# I% s' e# ~It should end with love
; j0 z- {1 N+ ^) ?6 xAs it begins with love

My forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
, O# S* U/ z. UThe cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

; T* b! o' B) hThese memories, I so cherished once
These memories, so harmless and hard earned
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These memories... I was willing to die for
) @6 L+ P1 O& k( B7 R. A) rYet incapable to survive upon your punches
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% i+ M# M! z& F5 V/ pFor them, I lived
- @- B2 a$ U1 CFor them, I believed
3 m/ W+ G" a) t7 w, Q* yFor them, I loved

* f0 g6 z2 e) \* k) F% |* t$ uOnce upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
; c" p- L* s3 o7 ?8 n* H+ d: yToday, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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" a4 |4 [. w" o& TOnce, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
0 N: n# @& h9 {1 J! XNow, in your silence, they brought me tears
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" b: D* R$ p$ p- b: gMy memory of honey, so tastily sweet
Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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6 y# i" d" c5 u  G3 R! u. S0 j从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
: [  L  r' U0 d- B: \想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。

- c6 Z+ F0 r3 _- s  y- F从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了
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1 g/ G0 v1 Q, `# u: i- z- t' o2 S十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……
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" F+ ~* ?9 D# {时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？
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, d' m& [3 ^  w+ K$ r" R+ I1 j* }. n美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。
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8 F* i: U8 n8 |6 a2 R7 p/ G不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……

今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……

车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠

roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束