记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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' ~* h  R; M+ JMy love once said "Everything passes away "
However, memories never pass away
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3 Z& ]+ ^+ z) \- M  r5 GMemories... A part of everyone
* ]+ |/ ?, J4 A! P: gMemories... Live in everyone
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5 @' d  i, h! T$ kMemories be built on love
% b; g7 P# `0 n* HMemories be built on hatred

A thin line separates
  J! d2 \6 M2 @4 v' G' ]yet cast drastic effects
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- P8 r, Q" t* _4 KMy memory of you was the birth of the love
3 F7 G2 [9 \2 R. R' nYet such beautiful memory was mudered
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1 F% k  `; o% Z8 t6 i% i1 FIf all things should end
It should end with love
As it begins with love

6 I. H# D8 h) h: |3 t0 l' NMy forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
The cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

6 G: w: r) Q7 s; V" I, S! S; KThese memories, I so cherished once
These memories, so harmless and hard earned
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These memories... I was willing to die for
& F; ]0 C1 U) a( IYet incapable to survive upon your punches

, ~+ o: f2 H& D8 t# QFor them, I lived
For them, I believed
For them, I loved
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( u* `" n4 I9 h/ \, AOnce upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
/ {) H, i7 n8 D$ qToday, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
9 J  y% f3 ]+ _( TNow, in your silence, they brought me tears

My memory of honey, so tastily sweet
' u/ Q& @: h0 q- C' ~1 z3 s* YNow, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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  p6 k" C! L1 E$ Q8 U从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了

十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……

时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？
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美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。

5 l) ]4 R9 `4 |  a0 Q8 l2 W' _不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……
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今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……

) a3 \0 x  d6 o车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
' S0 U. A( H, c. A今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠

roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束