记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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" B. r/ b; \; i8 F1 e* E  }: O& EMy love once said "Everything passes away "
$ T0 b- f3 {7 B! T4 k1 _) UHowever, memories never pass away

Memories... A part of everyone
Memories... Live in everyone
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Memories be built on love
4 ^" A6 y8 P& d) cMemories be built on hatred
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A thin line separates
1 D5 m) y( I4 E' j' x( Myet cast drastic effects

My memory of you was the birth of the love
0 z2 z/ q" \& W! ]* k8 sYet such beautiful memory was mudered

2 M) O. P9 h" FIf all things should end
It should end with love
  M  }) ?5 X) iAs it begins with love

7 G0 C& d0 \/ w; Q$ r9 }1 N. P' i2 o/ AMy forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
The cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

: f% A7 U2 i: \2 B2 `These memories, I so cherished once
2 p3 V# f) A7 o" N! aThese memories, so harmless and hard earned

- J6 }6 E0 }! W* aThese memories... I was willing to die for
5 A: d8 @, ~+ J1 |* p. I# |! v8 CYet incapable to survive upon your punches

For them, I lived
7 C. e) ]5 X3 v4 hFor them, I believed
For them, I loved
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/ n7 I% j6 N6 F% p/ `3 r; \Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
3 v5 V! L, V- w" f  {5 |2 iToday, they are the result of your heartless cruelty

Once, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
8 L8 p9 g) W; `3 s* jNow, in your silence, they brought me tears
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My memory of honey, so tastily sweet
6 l7 S# A2 e: M% K+ T! W; V; }Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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! x2 I8 O& I, s1 J7 p" a8 O3 `从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
- [1 m: {+ ?" _4 b8 q( O; x! e$ p想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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/ }$ d; n' G# `; V从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了
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十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……
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& x$ B0 r( b$ Q; t: r时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？

美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。
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: S% g/ R( g* P% b) i3 l不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。

18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……
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今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……
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车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
( q" `, _" e$ k0 K& `% Q' B今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠

roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束