记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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My love once said "Everything passes away "
However, memories never pass away
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* a, k0 a9 F, I& i3 _4 E. k9 N; hMemories... A part of everyone
Memories... Live in everyone
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$ }  g! O, a% M( NMemories be built on love
Memories be built on hatred

1 t+ ~; Z. u* c1 CA thin line separates
7 ~( @& Z( V  i6 D6 Kyet cast drastic effects

4 S$ w( ^6 N- k9 M! WMy memory of you was the birth of the love
4 m3 _4 G) @$ O9 WYet such beautiful memory was mudered
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If all things should end
It should end with love
As it begins with love
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My forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
The cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

: o$ ~2 `2 [4 v$ l8 GThese memories, I so cherished once
7 T. X1 Z& r% L0 VThese memories, so harmless and hard earned
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5 M) k1 Y4 f. B! _* C7 F; k! bThese memories... I was willing to die for
# N! Z1 F. E! Y9 m, Y' U; ZYet incapable to survive upon your punches
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6 v8 N, T: x, w; @For them, I lived
! g0 M: u2 o- ~' ]For them, I believed
For them, I loved

Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
1 W2 F9 A6 a' _) ~, NToday, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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' o5 N& e# {  N  N0 [% A# }9 wOnce, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
& v% m. P% n7 r9 eNow, in your silence, they brought me tears

My memory of honey, so tastily sweet
% y" B& M: j4 ~4 A9 Z1 h, e' uNow, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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2 h$ X- D7 E3 d0 I+ v从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
% A% G( z0 n0 z  O" T想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。

从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了
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十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……

1 _0 G8 r0 i: M6 D时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？
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, S5 R# t7 s4 B8 k美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。
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不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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- ~# S  s  ]' y8 H18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……
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今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……
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车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
7 k" A4 e- a4 ?  }今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠
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roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束