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无眠的夜,看到这首诗,不自觉地湿了眼眶
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, {" c1 Y3 M x& |8 xMy love once said "Everything passes away "
4 Q5 Z8 k( T* A+ EHowever, memories never pass away+ m2 s1 h- r* s" R& P5 I+ D* W
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Memories... A part of everyone
- P2 O6 E# D3 D! Q7 @Memories... Live in everyone* j6 N7 |! |0 w7 B( `
3 k4 }5 X8 E# n$ n. gMemories be built on love' c: Z( r' C6 N J: B: I' ? T
Memories be built on hatred, K+ T5 P6 `8 I3 s* h% M
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A thin line separates& Z: F, t4 l. F! x5 O. `5 u3 b
yet cast drastic effects' }. r$ Q, z$ G+ O7 w/ u( V
2 C/ u. D2 O7 {: x, sMy memory of you was the birth of the love
, N" A! P, k( K7 l3 S( ?Yet such beautiful memory was mudered
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! a5 J: l( I, k7 z3 S7 TIf all things should end
& y4 f7 j2 o3 L* v5 A; @It should end with love# d$ r7 {" ?2 o9 H2 _/ d R
As it begins with love0 f9 H( Z) p3 \7 B9 R
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My forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
2 ], J/ U" c, TThe cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death( W% q2 `+ R. t, @4 [+ S
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These memories, I so cherished once
; k2 w9 \/ s0 P0 ]These memories, so harmless and hard earned
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0 [+ S' `; K) T8 L6 E: mThese memories... I was willing to die for
# G z# G3 x( e6 EYet incapable to survive upon your punches
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$ w( N. J8 W# \) e* GFor them, I lived' y* N: S8 S$ D8 o- e
For them, I believed
0 L4 Y2 p/ r' @6 gFor them, I loved: J" g0 _. u, E/ a
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Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
" l$ o- Y6 e$ E) wToday, they are the result of your heartless cruelty
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. _( _# J) E3 @2 gOnce, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
$ B3 w: l8 ^) v4 _ rNow, in your silence, they brought me tears5 R& h9 \ o y3 h3 ^
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My memory of honey, so tastily sweet, s5 z2 M+ h4 n7 N- I
Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be! ?+ n4 U# @9 ?
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4 R" n6 p& @ X! h" s从Angel 回来的路上,望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海,突然似乎迷失了方向。
3 n7 g7 j4 S; r: O" x2 o想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚,却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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从未如此爱到刻苦铭心,从未这么被伤到支离破碎,爱就爱了,能付出的都付出了,现在,心,收不回来了* q8 \6 m/ R& ? m5 H
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十天来,拼命地自我暗示,朋友们的安慰和鼓励,死党的激将,一切都用过了,当下的效果,在又一个夜深人静之时,溃散成一盘沙,坚强,从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……0 x! y, s, J4 @% }- `5 Y( i/ T6 [3 i
, M# y1 c7 s7 L1 V时间,都说时间是良药,可需要多久,才能有药效?缘分,都说缘分求之不得,可若真的缘尽,如何释然舍去?( M+ f8 P+ y5 r2 e, K1 M! t2 S
' O M& Q( x% f5 z美丽的爱情,以一个微笑开始,以一滴泪水终结。现实中,相守以望的爱情,却以缘分两个字开始,以缘分两个字终结。。。
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5 p& p% G. O# q8 [. w4 q不曾后悔遇到他,即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来,却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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18周前的那个周五下午,在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽,淹没了电话那头的他,18周后的这个周五下午,同样的结果,却被决堤的泪水埋葬,没有了喜悦,只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来,都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话,只有自己一个人,顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神,茫然地走在烈日下……) y2 a% _& B2 S' r
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今夜,莫名的空虚感,剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛,本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了,思想却不曾停歇;记忆还未曾逝褪色,身边却已经少了羁绊……
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+ t0 C. B. K$ C% E j# s. _/ W' q车窗外的夜上海,灯火依旧,只是看风景的人,已平添了几分沧桑。
) s0 L3 R1 W. ~6 e. ]( v今夜,深陷记忆轮回的我,依旧无眠
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