记忆 爱之殇

flashroy

无眠的夜，看到这首诗，不自觉地湿了眼眶
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My love once said "Everything passes away "
However, memories never pass away
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& B3 }3 |' g8 \9 h2 C, eMemories... A part of everyone
1 u, x1 J9 ?: S2 UMemories... Live in everyone

Memories be built on love
Memories be built on hatred
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A thin line separates
yet cast drastic effects
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9 `5 b- w' S8 i  n9 \: WMy memory of you was the birth of the love
Yet such beautiful memory was mudered
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- _" e! a& c$ U  i/ l0 }- ?4 pIf all things should end
It should end with love
As it begins with love
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$ W, e* _6 N! z/ |/ S$ g; _3 F6 QMy forgiving nature promotes your cruelty
$ C5 ~- o. Y8 _& e7 Q0 S" _2 C& k, DThe cruelty to crush every bit of loving memory to death

! {0 q# X7 G" DThese memories, I so cherished once
( O7 ?. n5 i% a6 c- `1 ~These memories, so harmless and hard earned

These memories... I was willing to die for
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For them, I lived
For them, I believed
For them, I loved

Once upon a time, they were the only source to cheer me up
7 ?0 S8 ]4 F6 VToday, they are the result of your heartless cruelty

. \3 {6 O4 `  w9 u4 i5 Y/ Y7 qOnce, even in your absence, they brought me smiles
; F9 w, j. ^4 K. a+ g/ c7 ~. lNow, in your silence, they brought me tears
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# K. F0 F/ Y% Z# I( P/ VMy memory of honey, so tastily sweet
Now, it is as sour as the lemon may be
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从Angel 回来的路上，望着车窗外灯火依旧的夜上海，突然似乎迷失了方向。
想要借着跳舞和震耳欲聋的音乐让自己摆脱记忆中挥之不去的酸楚，却失败地发现一切都愈演愈烈。
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从未如此爱到刻苦铭心，从未这么被伤到支离破碎，爱就爱了，能付出的都付出了，现在，心，收不回来了
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% @" S7 q, U7 O$ f' b! |5 \# \十天来，拼命地自我暗示，朋友们的安慰和鼓励，死党的激将，一切都用过了，当下的效果，在又一个夜深人静之时，溃散成一盘沙，坚强，从指缝间不着痕迹地流走……
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5 b; g9 m4 ]. A5 Y9 a% \( I时间，都说时间是良药，可需要多久，才能有药效？缘分，都说缘分求之不得，可若真的缘尽，如何释然舍去？

美丽的爱情，以一个微笑开始，以一滴泪水终结。现实中，相守以望的爱情，却以缘分两个字开始，以缘分两个字终结。。。
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1 a& V, b$ E& {- M不曾后悔遇到他，即使一切之后只剩下痛的回忆和苦涩的心。恨不起来，却又轮回着舔舐结痂的伤口。
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' `' x) C- t3 P" f/ b+ a18周前的那个周五下午，在疾控检测后那份释然开心和满怀憧憬的哽咽，淹没了电话那头的他，18周后的这个周五下午，同样的结果，却被决堤的泪水埋葬，没有了喜悦，只有渗透了的苦涩和失落。曾经梦想着那份未来，都成了破裂的肥皂泡泡。没再拨电话，只有自己一个人，顶着路人回眸中异样的眼神，茫然地走在烈日下……

- ~' j- D; d( R5 I  s( l今夜，莫名的空虚感，剥离了我的灵魂。嘈杂和拥挤似乎已经成为一种痛，本能地被自己抵抗着。心累了，思想却不曾停歇；记忆还未曾逝褪色，身边却已经少了羁绊……
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8 n# O5 n) @6 A6 t9 O2 g; w车窗外的夜上海，灯火依旧，只是看风景的人，已平添了几分沧桑。
今夜，深陷记忆轮回的我，依旧无眠
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roger0f0m

爱情就是从记忆开始，在回忆中结束