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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 , E3 X# ?' l7 q9 L/ ]# h% \
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Dear Spencer ,( d8 {9 G, e/ w$ S
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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7 B% c8 }% _# v5 aThank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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Spence
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- a% Y7 \# Q8 U \, b) `0 o; ]Hello Spencer,+ V8 ~1 N" ^/ Z# p$ I
Thank u for replying my e-mail !: v( \1 E+ Z" T Q6 a
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.* U. u% {4 _ o3 J( p5 W1 b
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9 }3 [3 M, _$ _I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .5 O) Q& y6 m. s: t! ~6 } c1 q7 z+ ]
My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.; d$ `* a# T( Z# o9 e% _+ m
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
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It is so hard to find someone that u love .0 b5 D. a: L, s' u
Under the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
3 E c+ C# U6 S8 O0 m" ]4 t( m/ }I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
" G- w/ q+ b( g$ @. ] `U are very curious about how I know u?
/ L3 ^4 w' ?: a$ V8 D M$ t1 X/ P0 ]To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.
! j6 P# j G0 q! M( P! Z7 VU are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
: R8 R% b! t6 p. i$ U1 Z# Y. pI almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
8 D. ^+ H3 k* h2 Q; y6 p$ kI wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !
; y7 l J, X( JOh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what
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That's all .Thank u !8 |! p& q) S) d# z) O9 S! j; u
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !# P6 d4 O6 v; T+ ~. [8 U2 C
:)Big Brother is always watching you!
/ I* t1 L+ O8 R0 L ^0 s( A* VIt's a joke,please don't mind !
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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+ f# F J( @& V8 HBecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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" i! T9 A% D1 H4 ~4 dYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. , v$ ?# g$ J) t7 d) Y$ O
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. - ~2 h$ B: B+ i9 z/ |: ?- l
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Send a picture of yourself!!: V7 J; M1 y- x0 S9 D* z4 q+ k0 r
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! B) H- P6 G, H* q8 i. Y8 gHi Spencer,
* Q7 |; y4 { Z- [6 yThanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
{7 `- D( U/ QI'm too busy recently!
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3 T. L1 i" ]' a4 XFind a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !, E. U; U3 L' M
I want to tell you that you don't know about China.
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And USA is a amazing country for me !" M( T2 r1 I- i$ C% D
I personally like reality shows.such as,
2 w# U7 v$ Z. e B; j'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
. J! E7 p6 B- f8 [3 v& s1 uDo you like watching reality show ?
! k1 t/ W0 i4 \9 J6 l8 UI also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like( E Z: Q. _& D v* C0 o
Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
) r/ U* r! |& W" P; N( i& AWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
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; ^$ Y2 l3 p) g& A1 d9 xSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
: u# H4 z* q8 E% I& K4 a# N: rMcDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
+ g2 F' s5 p' P" e1 _0 a9 Ahanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food. d9 ?6 j1 q, P. M$ l9 L c6 y
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?/ z! d. V6 D: R: Q. b
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.% D8 k; F1 N' J; E
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
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* E$ A9 ]5 Y5 G+ @" y5 POk,That's all ! I must go to bed !
: X/ ~/ e) {- v+ }' |May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.9 I$ w9 ]1 n# I. K
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! , w; A! a) B6 z. D( Q+ j* H
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??) s0 ]5 R% p$ B
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Best,
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