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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑
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b: b4 c; E8 E. z2 t- }3 |# MDear Spencer ,
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1 k& K6 {- n! Q; e yours
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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Spence
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* ~4 D6 t1 g/ b( t( S; sHello Spencer, x2 ]% s y3 r: E5 r
Thank u for replying my e-mail !2 R( K# l# |# E
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.
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$ ]2 i& _ {* p- l7 d1 W1 [# LI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA . ^: _4 O$ @; r; b/ {! t1 q
My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.3 {( V0 u% O j8 u: m: E
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends! c0 w4 ^: V& h8 U; f
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.1 e4 @4 {6 ^1 \: I& {, s
It is so hard to find someone that u love .# n/ D; u% z+ ^3 Z
Under the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused. Z Y2 j l) ]% t( {
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
, p! E4 g; L" \; W; `- H) {8 E# E5 \U are very curious about how I know u?
# w' t& _/ t* q, y& ATo be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.
' |, k S9 K" y: h% z: bU are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
2 ~: ]0 G' o D/ p+ `: n+ tI almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
' }1 @+ T: Q4 ^* X8 i: }I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !, z+ F* g- p Q* s1 {6 l* \0 N1 N
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what ; L L, S% Y/ f: Z9 o) G/ ^
I write today.) m8 ~+ L9 M# W5 u; W
Please reply .
; ?& c& o( D+ g4 i) d/ QThat's all .Thank u !
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
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: ]! p" y: k7 Z8 E: D* w PI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry. % M) b# B9 n. A7 S' Z6 u# Y1 {2 t
- U0 g5 @! z4 q0 {9 Q. _1 hYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me.
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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Hi Spencer,
2 J# x* t2 P: h$ S1 ?! [: h& D* Y- FThanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
) U7 u4 [ b: W' i# V/ LI'm too busy recently! 9 @4 A6 y/ Z7 i; n. n
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; [% S% M5 q7 s/ h3 \0 }5 M1 m( tFind a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
( b# |5 Q" v: f7 k3 KI want to tell you that you don't know about China.5 y0 M( H7 X# R$ c6 r3 ~
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-( x0 v% P8 q3 l* c
5 A$ k# _0 S0 z+ W9 MAnd USA is a amazing country for me !
( Z7 |/ u% Y" SI personally like reality shows.such as,
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Do you like watching reality show ?7 o3 K+ o. L) p \$ O0 _) w2 v
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
0 P7 [/ m: O0 j% eDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
% A; \' Z" w2 _0 F+ u3 }5 T* b' M ?When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,4 |! ? k8 s5 @, l6 s' f
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.
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D2 t5 ~% I) W4 Y; k. eSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
( s+ f: N9 B3 c9 v" f- r- k6 rMcDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
7 l1 B+ r! P [6 r2 I( G9 ]hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food
/ U1 ?4 j& }5 P% tis healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
3 C- y$ a. J& J0 n! u; M8 t9 R$ i& hIf you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !
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Your chinese boy ,
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! 6 b( s$ r0 v3 k. `. E1 h
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??7 F" w \) [3 O+ p0 c
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Anyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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