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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 ! q9 i" W+ [/ C, Z
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Dear Spencer ,. i- X6 B: C2 R0 f0 I
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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yours
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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Hello Spencer,9 [$ P) y8 o+ B1 L* |7 ^
Thank u for replying my e-mail !
* S/ [; a( g# eI'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.! ]% I) S* [; e* E
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; T& H, n5 n% N* _4 \) u+ wI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .* a: E* N) q& S* u* ~" B0 p4 ~% U
My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
) |/ t0 t2 V1 a4 ~! oIf people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends5 b+ }4 h; Q* H, R G& N! V- H
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.% ?0 t; ?0 f* e8 [8 L* H/ n
It is so hard to find someone that u love .* u9 ]* g. S# t5 `, w# i
Under the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
\' c" ]6 J5 m3 CI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?) e6 J2 v4 x2 R: R
U are very curious about how I know u?
7 q6 M0 a) l7 U3 gTo be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.5 j- H" O$ I% _
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !2 o$ t! h3 o$ j2 g9 M8 p+ u
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
- K0 S' x$ U* S% V) m* fI wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !& ~# w& w& C; P1 ^- U- f( _9 a6 h
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what % z& `! s' Z2 q! t9 d
I write today.! |6 T" J. P7 x8 i& L/ o
Please reply .
- Q* j0 ^- d& j+ X7 s( JThat's all .Thank u !
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5 f3 ^+ ^. l7 h( y% Cps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !1 b- a( [; z& `- }4 H2 }' Y
:)Big Brother is always watching you! " j. D9 S; w) Q
It's a joke,please don't mind ! _" S7 G7 T9 |7 ]
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y: R0 c$ T4 e7 P% r# u1 aI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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: y1 s, v2 t7 e% LBecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. ! l, ?; `$ z9 V
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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" `& e6 d2 k8 V& C+ J6 kSend a picture of yourself!!
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Hi Spencer,8 B- W+ s5 D' L, X
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
! F0 _' O* L. @I'm too busy recently!
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- Q% d2 L" ]/ x. A) {Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !, C: Y' L' n6 @' E0 V/ Q
I want to tell you that you don't know about China.
6 N1 p, I( D6 c+ o* P. yIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-(+ R; |; }( f. I3 g+ [+ Z$ r% o7 R+ l3 `
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And USA is a amazing country for me !
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'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.& d- T* m& L7 C
Do you like watching reality show ?
4 @, U5 G8 s: e; f& ~) QI also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
, a' x* r+ F& S! HDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.5 C7 C B9 P- K' ?
When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,, j2 J" d$ Y& M# P8 m
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.6 E3 x0 c, H8 L. y0 ?2 W
# C. s8 i& d; m, @' U7 u. z% k4 ^+ g* dSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and6 N) p& F' ?7 ^3 J! S2 F% |3 m
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating9 q5 @, D% V% e5 y% X4 Q
hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food6 S& y) ]8 T d' b
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?- ]# y0 D6 H$ C5 U9 t
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.6 A2 Z$ b. O: j& {3 A
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
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- j3 h9 H( z! b8 Y/ sOk,That's all ! I must go to bed !* k$ l- U! w- M1 u: G/ L
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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+ S% |/ K5 o [( [Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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* }4 U+ L8 N! [' ~ {Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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$ ^1 L1 Y0 d/ b+ WAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. / p/ S; \* V: ~ X( g% @: G
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