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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑
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# x& F n' ~! [( W* E0 d/ Z GDear Spencer ,
7 G; g# h9 Q: E1 v. J I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !, c! a0 M1 G# m0 q
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) u( E: j3 m' r3 QThank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!. K- ?2 |: F- [: D" Q- L H" a
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Spence, c5 {: V& H) f' w: a. _. }/ k
/ e$ r/ u9 o5 U" @Hello Spencer,1 V+ n9 n* M& u6 F) X( c9 G% b3 e
Thank u for replying my e-mail !
& j5 I5 |; {" l% h7 [1 U8 sI'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.2 v i7 {9 [0 S# ]' p4 D. _
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9 S% N6 V. V* UI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
9 _; u% v4 H; T8 B+ qMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
. P0 M5 w' R6 ]If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
# W* G9 Q* r4 S) {will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.2 D7 X: B# ], s1 K7 `7 h y
It is so hard to find someone that u love .
, B3 t5 {; _+ R% l# A' U5 Y7 [Under the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.9 p9 ]8 l1 N, m* ~- c- t
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
' j. z: o1 f# C" `! H" MU are very curious about how I know u?
+ a% L+ H6 b$ [1 Q% d, L$ w5 o" Q5 [9 NTo be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.
4 f. x1 r0 m& O6 J' K I3 m* BU are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !$ c; b8 ]# W3 b, X N
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
4 |3 K' Q' k2 xI wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !9 `8 v3 N+ s3 [% O. [; R
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what ; C' m. i" _8 o, K' }6 s& q! E, @! B
I write today.
, X1 G3 \9 k! t% o/ OPlease reply .* ?. m7 {0 [/ ^* t& q9 b' B
That's all .Thank u !
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !8 ~$ n# A$ d3 E1 H
:)Big Brother is always watching you!
* D: }; V; R. }: dIt's a joke,please don't mind !
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! 6 h+ v0 m1 `* P
! r. Z" g2 o3 fBecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. / G* ]% i( d( H/ K! e; }
& d3 Y& m/ ~ b7 F$ t9 u: `- wI hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. 4 X' x0 I: O" g
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Send a picture of yourself!!8 C+ ^: b1 l1 D2 \4 `! K
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Hi Spencer,$ ^3 M" \/ W! {8 C, P4 x
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... 2 S. X( C- o( [8 M1 C9 W9 F0 }! F; r6 H
I'm too busy recently! 4 a8 g0 R s8 B" W* U# \( {
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
, p+ O1 i$ d0 }. k4 s0 l. y! dI want to tell you that you don't know about China. [/ d/ q3 [% c, @- n8 o/ L+ y
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(; b q- l6 w) D+ m
+ ?! U" U% e! o: C1 |And USA is a amazing country for me !
: `, b% S6 Q! u5 lI personally like reality shows.such as,
* r! g" L* a# N+ v, j2 J9 Q2 j'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
" T0 m) m6 X& [4 MDo you like watching reality show ?
3 {8 B$ d3 F! v" o( q9 `8 g+ dI also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
: [, l7 S2 ^" x# d2 q5 p7 A6 FDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.6 t; U1 x5 K/ `- Z- D/ v( D& l* ]
When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,) Q! }- U( l1 b5 x1 L0 N
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.9 e% t9 s8 t1 c! @% e
9 l7 i. P8 g5 ]. ?- M8 VSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and- b+ ]9 R: y0 m' r! z
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
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is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?. K# Z1 N! x8 c& H; ~
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
1 E: T+ S; E8 v2 T% D/ ~7 flife,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?1 c# G8 e0 O* t; s
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !- h, {& o) ? f3 j2 \
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.. ~# T) ?) j" S. @
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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! W* X) w4 k0 B8 j1 ^- d4 p, OMe? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??. D! C$ W* r: i7 }) F9 u% |# I4 z6 S
/ a( t) [2 r$ h1 c7 JAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. 7 h$ n* O# {- U5 ?
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