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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 . o$ P" y: e8 _3 V- V$ h1 @7 L
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Dear Spencer ,
- S7 g \2 f. Q) ~0 J* r( I" D I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !* L& T, L4 [/ A; o( Q k0 [
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!& V; H: [* z7 j1 J
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Spence
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+ r$ i0 I0 a. W% T2 HHello Spencer,
% _5 s% R# v, l* Q" ~3 N3 IThank u for replying my e-mail !
9 w6 a; Y9 P2 C- F }I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.! I; L5 g5 A) y7 Z+ ?1 v4 z) b9 R
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
6 J3 t! w5 l2 }5 o7 X8 a# {My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
, D! P/ `3 w; mIf people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
$ b: G$ I2 f& i+ Zwill laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
2 B* L9 J6 n+ M2 v6 I8 p* wIt is so hard to find someone that u love .
: K$ m2 \# L; D) _( NUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.; v$ m* w6 q5 ^% |
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?2 M- Y2 R# c" y' b% |8 t' i5 n
U are very curious about how I know u?
" Z9 ~: b$ I7 mTo be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.5 Z7 y9 `1 }: h. F! x S7 n! u
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
; r( ?" b' }% z: YI almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
: z+ u7 A; v c: dI wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !
" p; \6 D' L3 _Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what ( r& v/ |' A7 i# y% v# o- D; P t
I write today.
- z2 f# d9 D) R1 y' k1 xPlease reply .
8 q; |8 |% u b4 T/ l! Y! uThat's all .Thank u !3 i( G" x5 v, A/ ^' S% I' h6 j
Yours ,
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3 }) t5 L) E/ t% m4 K! G R2 |ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !9 W9 E: S2 n; z% F H
:)Big Brother is always watching you!
& Z Q4 Z, @1 m' y$ @# Y$ FIt's a joke,please don't mind !! X* P/ w% N) U) N
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XXX,
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! $ w# F: C% |! w! T, q
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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/ Y8 @5 \; b+ g% `0 [Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me.
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. 3 g) P3 U5 P6 W- H4 C
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Send a picture of yourself!!7 g7 b7 \" L$ u* a6 ?# Y6 F
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spence
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Hi Spencer,& @$ Y- j9 d! w, ^
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
. a" F1 a `' a& n" b% ]4 dI'm too busy recently! 6 F, n2 D: n1 V4 @
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
/ D7 P4 d1 _, c% vI want to tell you that you don't know about China.
) R2 s0 M- b8 |6 w5 S$ AIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-(3 G+ S% ?' B) X1 x, I
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And USA is a amazing country for me !
, O' d7 K' y! f5 Y* VI personally like reality shows.such as,4 ?6 H7 S: X# \4 Z; R( [
'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
( g/ r* U9 Y, |; Q9 RDo you like watching reality show ?0 ~- h# Q6 ?' W8 r" p. U8 U
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
I- d$ ^( |- {, tDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
9 i5 u* u7 D O WWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
0 q3 e+ y# j$ e- {: ]24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.( _' e0 ?3 ]' O( U6 P
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and! C0 J+ j5 C7 t9 X
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
( c% V. V f8 `3 F" ehanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food
' r1 g+ Z/ \9 T/ \5 I( Zis healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?& g0 \8 y' X* e
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.
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# ]7 {. \6 q: q5 Q$ p: t d( gNext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
* `+ f t: |- jlife,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?/ ~7 i/ ~- N$ c
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !* p; V4 t0 j- S5 K4 ^6 p
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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Your chinese boy ,
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.
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) ^8 Q8 [6 d1 z* R9 USorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! - \1 J% G5 C: `$ E% C- m
( O3 K2 F; `$ }% M6 M$ P( f0 j/ o& jMe? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??9 C/ [7 _" F' G# Y
) |% X# p, u \- S* U: G8 M# zAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. , h* J% y: ]! ]/ ]
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