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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑
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Dear Spencer ," v( m; X1 I; r0 ?% _& I- Q; q
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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Hello Spencer,* e L5 m, P1 n4 I4 \1 _0 N
Thank u for replying my e-mail !8 C8 y# H* J' _- T! a! u( H
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.+ ?5 ^' T7 G( P# E. K
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA ., S7 \& v! p9 M" R' j0 F
My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
" _: D% y/ k. j/ [' V# GIf people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
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; X$ y" Y% W# R9 s8 e& YIt is so hard to find someone that u love .
9 X- M1 x/ f- h$ _$ L7 Y- t* g% OUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
& r' G! E6 f1 _, ]I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
: y/ c* O) ^0 D3 a3 G1 J; b; [U are very curious about how I know u?/ U' p, u/ L2 X3 |2 t3 |) r- h4 B
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.9 @2 Z7 u4 b+ J
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !% t1 W7 Z5 y; m. s
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.; {5 n' U) ]! R! b/ C% p' i9 n
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !" m4 F9 f' u% D. G5 d G
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what ' u: i2 O: i- V! m0 d5 X# J! V8 V; c$ ^
I write today.. y- X( \ k; p1 I. q" G; ~8 C
Please reply .
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
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% n5 G+ N( F$ o- _: K) XI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! 6 w1 G3 k m2 r* W
8 { w* R7 U, ^2 }4 }Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. 8 p4 q+ c1 H f
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. ( I0 G; q5 M1 G2 V6 a
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spence
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~* L* S G% `4 ~. X. h1 dHi Spencer,) l6 o; N0 M( F2 ^9 M
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
' P7 F' J7 g: \I want to tell you that you don't know about China.
2 N4 {, D8 {/ [& i) ~It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(, m# K ^( p* @0 q* f6 v) z
+ d, v7 T" V/ ?: G8 c- A& @% D p4 jAnd USA is a amazing country for me !2 U, x; N. n4 P- C' c
I personally like reality shows.such as,
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I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like* p' B6 h( n4 ~0 g/ P) l0 v
Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.' i6 x5 s3 b/ n! l) J4 H
When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,* e x Z% s w E( V
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.+ n% W" e( r7 T- K+ c
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
6 Q! |1 W* `/ `( }" u: N; [! ]8 b) b; rMcDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
- W9 N# R" W4 P: U% a! W1 rhanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food* P7 V( ^7 s; Q
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?2 u' E9 d+ W' S Z
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.( C8 M; d# \* w. I: ?# u
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life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?3 w9 ~1 q; Z+ T. ~. x% \: ]2 J
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !
! }6 Q a2 m+ Z& b" dMay your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.9 l5 k1 ^/ U+ K$ T& O C# o: B. ^
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! 2 |( x% s, x1 N* x" I
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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4 ^8 P) e- ?; \2 bAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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