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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 # ]9 V, K( x' j
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Dear Spencer ,5 [' `6 _3 r! M! H) m
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !; M) P. L, [3 `0 F' K8 w& z& x
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yours
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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Spence; b! M* C9 v; o
2 M; S3 H) r- v, C9 X4 `2 H9 g4 m9 D& aHello Spencer,
0 m& t9 n% s4 F2 h% oThank u for replying my e-mail !' K6 ?( j4 }3 J% ]
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star./ C+ F& \" C& J$ U. Y0 C& c4 H
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .! M9 O- C/ l J9 _4 S$ r! m
My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
6 G0 ?0 t. f& B! u6 o2 w* d- YIf people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
6 A. [& A9 S! W8 r% [! |8 |will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
8 w+ ?$ }! B. z0 N% u- L; d) s6 gIt is so hard to find someone that u love .
7 p0 F! M3 R MUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
( T( L: ?+ `3 r$ N, B9 LI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?0 c# k& N! {/ \6 y" S
U are very curious about how I know u?$ W) L# Z) O) S
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.
" U c( k5 S* {U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !: |; D. V+ j8 E* V1 B7 W
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.% m% C$ v! Q& m/ H' y8 _, z
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !* v* L$ c) O2 l% n. J9 M
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what 5 j- T- {+ X- z) z. v( E3 d0 s
I write today.
6 \% f' ?) O/ {6 d3 O: B9 YPlease reply .0 w' E9 _9 J% W( z. E
That's all .Thank u !
2 l+ @! N1 h S) h6 _, ?Yours ,
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
) y5 q2 C' _4 U0 r! C% P e1 U:)Big Brother is always watching you!
" i" V; c3 j* R9 G; T, jIt's a joke,please don't mind !
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XXX,
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! 8 o4 T# e3 N( _( q" B) E8 ]' {* B
( f s" h6 `2 D% X0 _Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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* \) I3 [2 M+ X# f! M# vYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. : N3 W2 | P: g" h6 M# X
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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Send a picture of yourself!!+ i7 K! H* Y5 N, C
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Hi Spencer,
+ A& z' Q' @/ Q- w; ?Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... ) U- w; Y( J% j' l. e
I'm too busy recently! 6 a& R& T2 m$ C6 }5 A% O1 w
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: Y7 [9 g% |/ Z2 SFind a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
3 r4 Q z! q6 J- u1 n3 a( eI want to tell you that you don't know about China./ _, I8 q' u- V5 S/ X9 y2 z
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(
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And USA is a amazing country for me !
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'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.; Q9 V0 ?, z9 N
Do you like watching reality show ?
4 |/ z( x+ f& i$ U! zI also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
1 H9 z' p2 `! ZDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
5 y& N) U. L5 G) k9 EWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
+ a1 J; D q2 P! {# hMcDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
- E7 a' w$ j& z7 Ahanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food
% L) b( N w% I) d! zis healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
2 k) j+ e O$ _9 W- T+ R% R; Q6 VIf you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
0 L/ g3 [3 N9 G# r( Z$ hlife,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !6 J- v" _5 \: s; x
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.6 m/ Q: ?8 C$ d' Y
7 T, V9 g: w2 Z8 x5 v# }, r+ KYour chinese boy ,
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$ e6 I+ p' X+ D: _PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! ; b) G" ^- C' n! [; i- x0 g
6 \$ a+ M( P! c. k/ c7 |Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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5 S* N8 U; ~4 eAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. 6 `/ C0 Q/ O! l, H1 @
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spence
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