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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 6 Q% |9 @( q3 r7 w4 i
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x+ Z5 b- A' EDear Spencer ,
( r+ t, ?: v2 M2 ~/ k I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !( O3 p2 C" `6 m' C
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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Spence5 T, O' P7 P3 m c: h8 H
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Hello Spencer,4 K# }+ |5 u5 |. e3 E; h8 c% D3 d
Thank u for replying my e-mail !4 o7 M' `7 I1 N7 F
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.# t' m- Y+ ^1 z! j$ T% _
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .$ Q7 G8 `/ W! t/ W3 h( d8 ~7 g
My parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
+ I3 O& K- E+ x/ ZIf people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
; w4 C2 G4 Z# fwill laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
& q* ?' v4 L. h$ a$ U: G' `It is so hard to find someone that u love .
2 z) F U2 r6 I& p8 |Under the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
/ r1 N! [$ ]9 wI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?( x& R" s, m& F: w
U are very curious about how I know u?- L& h' K* A9 {
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.4 C2 \, s, E0 \6 W8 ?& g
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !$ { \; Z! q' t5 g8 B# `
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.( [8 o v) y. B+ Q+ M% M
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !2 c# I" F( M) U, k1 U2 j# A% B" N/ ^
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what ' T! X/ F, ]# \- T' i& d
I write today.) R% k/ A- H' ]# C, R
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That's all .Thank u !$ p7 m3 m$ Z' z4 N( p8 }
Yours ,
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- d' |; A1 x' d* W, v( Rps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
4 @3 d/ T% R( X+ P4 g. z( n4 T3 j l:)Big Brother is always watching you! 4 w+ `6 D b% W
It's a joke,please don't mind !& U. A, u0 y- h7 ^
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7 o2 I* r' F* [' F3 _, y& AI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! ( E9 ? r7 P5 a" {! f
9 Y9 \8 |, ?1 ^4 N5 f/ YBecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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, B+ p5 p1 O) X9 B L% RYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. 1 U' b, X S: L @% f$ T3 v
9 M9 H% A R# y0 w% m/ m5 L3 C. A& T `9 zI hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. # d0 m5 g2 j0 p! j) I+ T3 r
$ Z! d# }1 N% h+ \+ z- VSend a picture of yourself!!6 s0 x$ P: _4 x& \1 h w* N- s3 R( J
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Hi Spencer,
( ` n: q& W% F+ u; qThanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response... * t0 y1 l+ ^+ A# L/ Q& c9 H
I'm too busy recently! & c L/ g5 o7 S1 u w
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: y4 e. m" t, Q1 wFind a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
9 F& t- |3 |5 l Y0 X8 u, M* FI want to tell you that you don't know about China.
9 P8 l% R" t0 F7 O$ S$ cIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-(
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And USA is a amazing country for me !
, [: ?! K1 s2 b* }. DI personally like reality shows.such as,: j: P, }/ C2 v2 d* j3 E, ^3 ^2 Y+ V
'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
; t, R4 C R- D: R7 K! a+ ADo you like watching reality show ?, b* v' i1 a! r
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like( t3 F9 v U+ v- }
Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
# h6 U4 r# Q0 }/ n1 p% d/ C. pWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,9 l- c0 O9 R6 Y5 Z* J) s0 [
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.
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- x: r8 x" C5 G. c' QSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and* s- g+ F1 [) K# w7 B% H
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating j* l- v# \$ [1 k* m0 Z9 p) Z
hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food
& v4 K! X& E* r2 T% d8 Nis healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?$ v5 A: q1 o/ T7 X
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.
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+ g% J. R8 F2 C( D# bNext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your$ K* l" g; Q# _; G2 S8 O
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?
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May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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c) `& P0 ]7 O( x. h! b0 D# sYour chinese boy ,
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$ x; l4 y% s( t+ W* I, ], Q# lPS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo. i" S9 |# ^8 \4 f
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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3 g$ m ]' i ]2 _1 u7 XMe? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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: @+ P4 Q2 t6 n- W6 qAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. ! I9 S1 ^" W1 d
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Best,
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