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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 3 W) X4 G( @! r/ `5 K6 N
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Dear Spencer ,/ r, n4 R; R* t# @
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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yours
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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: V( Q( _0 U+ Z: vHello Spencer,9 D: z5 }" e; F9 O
Thank u for replying my e-mail !
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
0 ?; I! r* @9 ~9 z2 z# {" ^. bMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
/ q3 j& X0 S% b. _If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
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# c$ H- F2 }: a* M3 X- C" e2 uIt is so hard to find someone that u love .
9 @# _ _+ B; k' b* T: c7 D8 XUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
) i _' V: ?: [% mI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
+ k- }/ [4 B$ V) z& J8 eU are very curious about how I know u?& U! ^. |( h* e
To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.6 h4 }: j8 e; H
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
$ l8 c7 x# q( s; [, m+ A8 A8 iI almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV., r2 ^+ u0 e; Z2 H" p+ }
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !9 F9 _& v* G- M- f* x& f2 b
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That's all .Thank u !
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. n2 `) O+ ]$ i& R( U2 Kps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
! T/ r9 M8 M) Q, J:)Big Brother is always watching you! & B/ ?- }! Y% t6 Q- P, K
It's a joke,please don't mind !
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XXX,
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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2 ?/ h d0 X, k! j' u8 [Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. 4 _3 ]. S/ _! S" N; l4 U6 W
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. , b0 P$ F7 Q* c. I
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spence
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* j" j+ ?; J: G1 J/ g& ], n, M/ r1 JHi Spencer,0 }; ^& h! B2 W8 l0 M+ V7 G
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
/ E+ [2 G8 G( Q" Q" v$ D& L" uI'm too busy recently!
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !5 \' u# h9 ]! H+ @9 t
I want to tell you that you don't know about China. L7 U( R. \7 [6 Q2 Q+ P0 G0 t" p
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(4 n* F) B& q4 D
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And USA is a amazing country for me !
% y5 n, A; H$ O# x( z1 V+ XI personally like reality shows.such as,
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O$ K% @2 j R5 h: m* YDo you like watching reality show ?
( s" Q8 p' C+ ^/ \0 _% kI also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like- G$ N, x( u) p3 Z9 V! B
Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
9 }( m1 f7 q+ e! N) @* @When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
5 i: Z- }$ a" a- D' Y24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.
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X8 t7 a- g) mSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and- e, Q. \0 q/ r: [7 b6 X
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hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food. Y9 ?( f0 i+ r4 T1 q3 ~1 _/ ]4 {
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
7 F- O5 A# w/ m/ M1 I& T7 vIf you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your1 X8 h8 X4 u/ T' u0 }8 L
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?! {/ B- Z, j% V5 T+ j7 Z; h
5 g; G* T6 \9 EOk,That's all ! I must go to bed !& u9 Q! O' S/ N
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.6 f$ V8 d$ l# ?# g1 _
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Your chinese boy ,
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.
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; V. f2 b, C! ?4 r' r( S5 [- b5 _Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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