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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 % S: v* H- D! r3 h* O
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Dear Spencer ,4 x% U0 w, S7 w+ n' N; E+ r- j; K
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !7 O. [5 }1 f. O) Y9 [3 X
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Thank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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. k9 k; Y% H( p+ X5 S3 q ]; D* tSpence, R2 |4 Z& @9 ~6 J: `% p1 @( x
% Y$ T! E* O* x' Q+ h6 q$ gHello Spencer,
& J) n9 q6 ^& m! MThank u for replying my e-mail !
9 Z f Z( t( ~% ?9 p' R0 NI'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.- K2 S; |" H$ ?, m" L
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% L! D9 M0 Q& j% r4 z1 @I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
1 c0 K4 `" J7 b- e7 M8 D& ~3 |% VMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
6 w. r. x( c* D% I) ~. @3 w0 q2 IIf people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
9 R4 F9 t% I3 ~: A$ o6 g/ l% M( Gwill laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
, l- N8 a7 s/ H, P7 i/ zIt is so hard to find someone that u love .
0 u$ V; J6 v/ OUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
- v- ]; N; l o* DI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?, i/ J3 _3 F: M, B/ [+ N5 t
U are very curious about how I know u?
; h7 |) _, `4 ?9 }. E% x2 _% o7 OTo be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.
/ j7 r# Y8 |* Q6 R8 [' ]1 [% t" ?U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
4 m7 s2 m; [1 Z: \& ]7 HI almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
9 `8 z. `: ?; W. N6 ~I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !( m4 r! x* w( ^! j2 W7 T; }. }- x
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what + Y4 P- U k% g3 f" E6 y+ P8 L
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Please reply .6 M/ z; m5 F" s! u& ~: x9 p* q
That's all .Thank u !3 Y- k3 j0 q; x0 f
Yours ,
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0 V3 v3 @; d- K: D+ O1 mps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
, t, H5 z& U6 L:)Big Brother is always watching you!
+ [: V' o# W2 S, q m( iIt's a joke,please don't mind !
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* T9 b6 M$ P, b! aI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! # B, c Y7 `' c5 a$ }2 J: F$ o
% @( Z6 {: @& o3 B( f& u9 g# rBecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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- c! B z0 d5 r- x. H6 gYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. / i# k5 E& [% H0 }
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I hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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Send a picture of yourself!!* e9 o# A$ u: n0 a/ h/ z) P5 J
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spence
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Hi Spencer,
: t7 ~- Y V* V, jThanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
& ?) F( @" r% |5 m6 S$ RI'm too busy recently!
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
1 ]0 T7 G# ^, R# P9 O7 e, R. PI want to tell you that you don't know about China., S5 {: B; `9 ^ I
It is very hard to fight for my right !:-(6 l5 @! b, u6 v9 F& W7 F4 s& i, P
6 X# w5 [2 n$ v# V2 OAnd USA is a amazing country for me !" |. y0 d) ]( t
I personally like reality shows.such as,, i, y- f7 K! z. a- v
'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
) e9 U) Y% V+ n2 j' |Do you like watching reality show ?2 z3 f# a c+ s- Z- |* A+ S2 U
I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
8 f# c, w4 p6 O5 wDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
2 J8 x: u% K. pWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
/ j0 g+ z2 N" `' g- Y% S+ v1 Y24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.' \+ V0 _% y i) j* A! b0 l) t% i
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and+ S+ t k( N e1 s
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating
: @) ]' O: S, a+ l8 c! g5 Mhanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food( S$ Q7 E5 M3 U( m# N
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?
/ @9 u: z; K" x! q) R1 DIf you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.( P# u1 l# a$ A' ?/ R1 H
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your) k2 b# o2 d7 y2 b3 M
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?4 }6 e7 F7 w' M9 g2 y. F2 {
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !
[8 Y, i; [" M' |0 k* |6 z$ L- ?May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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Your chinese boy ,# F$ e, A/ A; q) F G" u6 ~" ?: M( |
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- K8 ~# G" ~% d5 w3 M; s4 dSorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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Anyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy. 6 l. C G/ g2 {8 w; b" l, C
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