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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 7 N6 K6 [/ b ^
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/ ~; b$ v6 |! T% g4 \( ~Dear Spencer ,
4 S6 ^% ?/ Y, g7 D+ ~ I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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yours
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- Z0 U* b4 n1 ~4 H8 q+ a3 b1 PThank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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Hello Spencer, k0 I5 p! o9 P* _+ }/ C
Thank u for replying my e-mail !
: P* j! Y& Y- F* w# K' mI'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
9 M7 B' D* Y( o' a8 ]# j6 R$ Z& DMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
+ n/ d$ z4 C6 {1 j4 v$ D& e6 nIf people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
3 P$ _, d/ B) u; Wwill laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
% b0 d& a" E! pIt is so hard to find someone that u love .
) A5 x) X, N+ p& R; V' c$ SUnder the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
4 d7 W+ ^2 W0 ^+ UI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?8 E/ \" ^ ]& \% E+ p2 Z# u2 U
U are very curious about how I know u?
9 c* B0 V: [6 {3 M5 _To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA." n" Q+ f% T* h. x6 \4 f4 z
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !
2 B. M) o0 Z8 ^- v( \I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
7 \* {( F! @# X6 S/ y3 m7 J" lI wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !" c! u: e: z$ f# o
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what , X7 m! u5 Z& a6 N* D
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Please reply .
/ C( G; H2 v; i9 T! E. g0 i, wThat's all .Thank u !
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ps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
5 U3 o ^# Y7 c+ k:)Big Brother is always watching you! ! @/ d& X3 k4 F$ V! r
It's a joke,please don't mind !6 ^! r% @$ I5 G% m, C/ \) A# J
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry.
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Yes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. ( [% e' u; ^/ |% I& {
# l; m/ {0 B& Z$ Z" W3 mI hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. 8 r1 E. v+ h* j9 R# d1 f
2 g3 Z" V- j& E( A' cSend a picture of yourself!!
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Hi Spencer,; K% G, Z6 `: L0 `% J
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
. v4 T! t' G2 H0 K8 lI'm too busy recently!
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
2 b X8 ^3 k8 j7 i' V# dI want to tell you that you don't know about China.
, x- @6 G4 O) H: A4 A9 rIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-(+ m" @: _7 [, ~6 V+ J
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And USA is a amazing country for me !8 R6 W% n9 s. W
I personally like reality shows.such as,
7 T7 \1 \: x5 J/ O" |'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.
- B6 k$ A2 x( S3 d7 ODo you like watching reality show ?
$ W% ?/ L+ k }/ p8 v4 V6 @+ |I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
4 `0 ^7 y, F% n. y O: r, h7 |Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.) t* P p& |# x6 d: U
When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,3 S q2 C# S m1 K) W
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.
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1 ?' p; h6 r+ K* f& @7 C! y9 I h- [- lSpeak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and. q; s! n P+ |
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating: R# x& E' v4 \4 X$ R0 T" q
hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food
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If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.
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( [+ R" {+ n1 ~+ e) k3 @! XNext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your% I/ `# J: B$ a$ y _3 k0 D
life,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?4 b( e+ t/ ~; j7 H2 H5 d/ A
- Q$ D# H j! i7 z+ R0 ]5 K' ZOk,That's all ! I must go to bed !8 U' W+ f2 o# E7 p3 y- E/ u/ [
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.
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Your chinese boy ,
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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. a% d, d; X a* l4 ` OAnyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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