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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑
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( _* m1 U* z, E' sDear Spencer ,
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yours! w' h$ y, q8 i" |& y* ?& P
XXX
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4 U+ F2 L; h+ D( }' x( nThank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!
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" ^0 `# A+ a, o0 \" ?5 f3 VHello Spencer,( d/ E0 |3 ?* |: e
Thank u for replying my e-mail !
, y4 m- f5 U9 c1 O) R* oI'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.
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I'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
8 O4 D0 N1 U, T! U1 CMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.
6 T' [! \" ?8 p+ J+ YIf people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends, q- B; y1 U2 x A/ _: M" i+ g" y
will laugh at me .I don't want to lost them.
3 w; H1 Z9 v c; ]It is so hard to find someone that u love .! @) \. ]6 d9 y Y, {/ T
Under the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.
& C, }( c; A1 Y* ]- qI have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?2 Z0 b& [/ ]' \$ ]5 _1 q
U are very curious about how I know u?
8 C" x) `) H; @To be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.
+ _, c( z$ P: w; i% _9 N& K rU are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !' H# H) T' X4 H e: ^( G
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.
8 _) x) a/ ?- \2 a$ r7 tI wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !5 O7 u( q* [ Z( k$ K9 ?
Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what 6 Z! c# R9 J& ^/ s
I write today.* W) @8 @1 e5 L0 S5 z& K5 m
Please reply .
4 U- a3 V3 O/ {7 h0 ]That's all .Thank u !
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+ ?' E8 s1 r$ S, M% C7 C* W: R% l1 ips:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
+ s3 z" ~2 ^9 J. Y$ ?4 t:)Big Brother is always watching you! " B/ G+ z- `7 J: Y8 V9 ~
It's a joke,please don't mind !
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I am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful!
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Because you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry. + V, x& J) ?; \# P# }* K
' K! |/ [" n, G# ]! t' A, VYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me. 1 r9 ?4 j9 E& }( J4 ~' w4 k
- l8 U. f1 w7 l' u* EI hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world.
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Send a picture of yourself!!/ } u& U4 t# C' C! o
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Hi Spencer,7 x4 G$ [& s" D6 l6 O) O1 r
Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
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Find a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !0 A# h7 V5 |* _& U( u
I want to tell you that you don't know about China.
# G( o/ z6 \4 c7 f' UIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-(: L! ` N- n$ m8 y, W0 a
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And USA is a amazing country for me !+ c$ Q: q6 |' R$ p) q5 n" E" x2 p
I personally like reality shows.such as,
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Do you like watching reality show ?
4 @6 ~8 x9 ~5 R4 J$ L: v5 eI also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like S7 c d7 d: j/ c/ C
Desperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons. ] T. [1 {# k$ n: j+ k
When I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,
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Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and
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hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food8 g! Y& N+ _ n
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?+ e1 ^2 @4 C) [+ [* T8 r a" B
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.
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M8 K3 ?, b2 X0 J" O' C( SNext time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
( T% R( b& R1 ]& X3 vlife,you family and so on ),Just curious.Will you share with me?- r; Z, N: x- X- P6 L
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Ok,That's all ! I must go to bed !! @# f5 c( V" J `$ Z
May your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday.& K& {% O( w9 j# p; t1 |. D
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Your chinese boy ,
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.
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Sorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!! " u$ i* j9 j* W5 q0 d4 V/ T
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Me? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??
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Anyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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spence
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