上海很繁华,有时又让人感到漂泊的感觉,在高楼之中,在人潮里让人感到自己特别渺小。 ' f0 u; V9 k0 g- ?' B" a' k a
走的前一天,我去了外婆家,看了她老人家,还给了她一点钱,外婆特别高兴,但找女朋友的事没给我再提了。 * Y% R _, C, s( {# ^1 C4 _
临回美国的前一天,我和DAVID在外面和朋友们吃了饭,那天DAVID穿了一件黑色紧身的背心,牛仔短裤,一头长长的金发,真是帅呆了,大家很开心,饭后DAVID对我说:
+ k" s5 O& W6 B) F: d) x8 U- R“我希望你的朋友们喜欢我。” + R# u" e9 U2 x5 t: u* y. n
“他们喜欢你啊!”
8 e9 F3 a- G! O' ?% ^% X) y, J4 }回到酒店,我给爸妈打了电话,我们相互寒暄了几句,我妈告诉我我姐姐明天会去送我,她会在浦东机场等我们。 X, J4 L' ~! a
放下电话,我一下感到很伤感,一个人靠在床上发呆,DAVID光着上身,走近我,我一下抱住他,把他楼在怀中。 - s( A7 |6 Q9 P0 l+ l
“我会失去你吗?”我问DAVID。 $ t1 p5 g- G0 {7 s+ H* t
“no” # O, j6 \5 A* F2 Y( a
“I am sad and sentimental ”
! a T6 k5 x Y+ ?“ sentimental just means you think a lot about the past memories, ! E7 s" r5 {2 D8 }3 u% K" U
it doesnt mean you are sad, you can be sentimental AND happy, 4 Q/ T4 M' h( i3 B3 }5 R
i hate it when people are always sad...it makes me want to be sad”DAVID一本正经地和我说:“you say you are not happy, you are sentimental?” . q* r; }3 j' g( q# d
“yes baby ”
# A9 a Z- |: K( \6 N“but those are not opposite feelings, you can be both”
+ c7 r% F: u0 ?" m) B |, I“I am worrying about you might not love me any more in future ”我说。 2 G3 l( N2 I0 ? H0 A/ q- S. y
“why do you worry about that? i do love you i just want you to be happy ,
7 w6 o3 K* h' ?/ d( }dont be sad and serious all the time you need to laugh and have fun ,
1 I, ?( O, [8 N$ Q; {& Xand love life, i worry that you might not love me anymore someday also ,& q1 m7 N, J" O
but i try not to think about it a lot, because you like me now ," f- h& Z1 ^7 F$ e
so we should enjoy it in the present time” / F% d/ K. A, m: w, h1 D
“sometimes you think to much” DAVID 抱住我说:“just be like " wu wei" ,Tao-te Ching ,dont try to make things happen, just let them happen naturally ” ) r( I7 C! l7 g S$ e" u! L1 t
“WHAT?道德经?”我笑起来了,用嘴堵住他的嘴,“我不想‘无为’,我想‘为’”
' d9 ?* E. p" X$ E我看见了他长满胸毛的结实胸膛,他穿着紧紧的白色内裤,露出两条毛茸茸的长腿,我抚摩着他结实的胸膛, 慢慢地除去了他的内裤,啊,又见到了他熟悉的身体!我吻过他的脖子,用牙齿轻轻咬他藏在胸毛里的乳头,他叹了一口气,我继续向下,吻到了他平坦的小腹,一口咬住他的JJ,一手去摸他的PP,用手指伸进他的菊花中。。。。那夜我们更多地是沉醉在亲吻里,他不停地吻着我,吮吸我,没有语言,亲吻就是我们最好的语言。 E( E7 D k6 `% d! T3 g
第二天,我们叫了辆TAXI去了机场,在那里见到了姐姐,姐姐拿出了点吃的,
8 _2 x: U8 s [. ^ f- I& `- u “这是妈妈给你们做得早餐,有粥,还有蛋饼,面包 和酸奶,到美国后给我们来个电话,一路上小心。” " J3 t8 T0 @& n R- t9 D* D
拿到这些吃的,感到很温暖,我给了姐姐一点钱,并托她给爸妈一点钱,送走了姐姐,
) D" T, ^$ Q$ ?5 z* D) [我们等了不多久,登上了飞往美国的航班。 |