上海很繁华,有时又让人感到漂泊的感觉,在高楼之中,在人潮里让人感到自己特别渺小。 3 t# k" t, h+ L8 U8 O
走的前一天,我去了外婆家,看了她老人家,还给了她一点钱,外婆特别高兴,但找女朋友的事没给我再提了。
5 v3 K1 p1 m+ d临回美国的前一天,我和DAVID在外面和朋友们吃了饭,那天DAVID穿了一件黑色紧身的背心,牛仔短裤,一头长长的金发,真是帅呆了,大家很开心,饭后DAVID对我说:
" s C0 B5 d) k& x“我希望你的朋友们喜欢我。”
W. r% K7 [# @$ F“他们喜欢你啊!” 7 M, ^# {& r y0 q) K
回到酒店,我给爸妈打了电话,我们相互寒暄了几句,我妈告诉我我姐姐明天会去送我,她会在浦东机场等我们。
$ a) T9 s( l5 B* `放下电话,我一下感到很伤感,一个人靠在床上发呆,DAVID光着上身,走近我,我一下抱住他,把他楼在怀中。
+ x- C" n# o$ J0 y9 r “我会失去你吗?”我问DAVID。 8 E$ U# q( Z6 o
“no” $ a. E0 A5 W% n% F/ b. ?$ d" E
“I am sad and sentimental ” 3 S7 b% h" S* x, i
“ sentimental just means you think a lot about the past memories, " E* D4 K' E' P w( X. G" h S
it doesnt mean you are sad, you can be sentimental AND happy, / N/ J$ O' ~/ [, p. C
i hate it when people are always sad...it makes me want to be sad”DAVID一本正经地和我说:“you say you are not happy, you are sentimental?”
# Z$ L; L. W, q3 g- t6 _“yes baby ” : G: T- _4 Q' {+ d& E# x" a
“but those are not opposite feelings, you can be both”
" N1 f; ?; m- R) Y“I am worrying about you might not love me any more in future ”我说。
+ J0 d5 x. g: r/ n6 x' D$ \1 b“why do you worry about that? i do love you i just want you to be happy ,
: a# t9 o0 A" ?( J8 E5 Hdont be sad and serious all the time you need to laugh and have fun ," }5 t6 I' c/ m4 L) R! j1 @8 w7 v
and love life, i worry that you might not love me anymore someday also ,9 x. _" J; b) O) W; r2 l
but i try not to think about it a lot, because you like me now ,
! ^" s: [0 D; ]2 S/ W/ b so we should enjoy it in the present time” + `' Q/ |7 a! l) J6 A: |1 C
“sometimes you think to much” DAVID 抱住我说:“just be like " wu wei" ,Tao-te Ching ,dont try to make things happen, just let them happen naturally ” 9 F3 O) `4 v7 u* S
“WHAT?道德经?”我笑起来了,用嘴堵住他的嘴,“我不想‘无为’,我想‘为’”
5 m3 O% d7 ?- @' i我看见了他长满胸毛的结实胸膛,他穿着紧紧的白色内裤,露出两条毛茸茸的长腿,我抚摩着他结实的胸膛, 慢慢地除去了他的内裤,啊,又见到了他熟悉的身体!我吻过他的脖子,用牙齿轻轻咬他藏在胸毛里的乳头,他叹了一口气,我继续向下,吻到了他平坦的小腹,一口咬住他的JJ,一手去摸他的PP,用手指伸进他的菊花中。。。。那夜我们更多地是沉醉在亲吻里,他不停地吻着我,吮吸我,没有语言,亲吻就是我们最好的语言。
$ ~& @" \# K& r6 D$ j/ \/ A% j 第二天,我们叫了辆TAXI去了机场,在那里见到了姐姐,姐姐拿出了点吃的,
8 H! {8 J0 Y, I9 D7 I+ o& Y! C% ^ “这是妈妈给你们做得早餐,有粥,还有蛋饼,面包 和酸奶,到美国后给我们来个电话,一路上小心。”
_( c* M8 M8 j+ [ 拿到这些吃的,感到很温暖,我给了姐姐一点钱,并托她给爸妈一点钱,送走了姐姐,
8 H: v' t! d4 ?2 y3 {我们等了不多久,登上了飞往美国的航班。 |