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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.7 A( C. h0 y1 D
（在最近我反思自己生活之前，我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活）
6 g" T1 _3 M$ j5 G0 H2 ^) G3 z( YI'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.
+ ?+ H& ~! a; w- f（我如今已经成年，也已长大很多年）
- g3 D2 s" ]- Z& s4 ZBut my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.4 k9 l8 j4 Z1 e% S0 [- X
（但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中）5 j: O" ^% ~" M' {6 f" {
So to some degree, I am indeed a child.( e5 K+ ? b) G9 h; U& k, K
（所以，从某个角度来看，我其实依旧是个孩子）
; i: c* e! F& \3 W7 Z- t7 H5 RWho are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.
2 Q* E* e8 S. H3 n7 w（谁是我所珍视，爱护，甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他？）
9 M* L, C2 Z) r8 j1 R' Q- GMy dream three days ago have told me the answer., y: w$ S5 e0 x! X( G: l
（3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前）
/ P1 X$ B( _, E4 [$ P+ AI didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.7 N* Y4 c1 H/ C6 N( f
（朋友们，我真的本无意打扰你们大家）
& f- \1 _* V# b1 Z: nBut I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.
) e4 k) j* ^9 ~7 v（但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说，我愿意为你付出我的一切，可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你）+ y8 O$ S: |+ K% T( s$ T) s. t3 i
That is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.
2 `) _1 }( l: m1 b4 o2 ^（因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕）1 H ?' C3 T, \, u0 Q( ]8 Z/ K
I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.9 _) f$ u3 x9 m& s! P
（我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态，因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。）
7 C2 E7 ~0 l! p* j% W: ]Promise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.
) [* K! M2 u( a" m) z# h, l- g（答应我，你会一直开心活泼的活下去，知道永远。这样我也保证，在我有生之年，我一定会为你祈福，不论我身在何方，身处何职）; |% d5 D Y7 U1 ^- H
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I can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.' R' h9 H6 k2 s: \' \
（我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性，也许我很久以前已经如此吧）
. q( n: |( ?! z% ^6 O) P. ]0 X4 uBut because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.: S' b7 p1 m0 ^+ U
（只是因为我的逃避，我已经，在我一时到问题之后，开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨）
/ Z1 o/ R/ w0 l; r4 c9 ]Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.
7 Y0 Q$ c& a* I# T（逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法，但是我没有选择）% o$ ^, h; m: w* ?+ a ?
So, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.
1 V- x5 |9 S- R2 {（请原谅我的废话连篇，我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生）1 D5 e1 ]6 q- J$ i. X* X+ ]) n
To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!
4 e" |6 _' N( l* x* t# P（表白还是深藏？这其实不是一个问题！） |
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