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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.' |, L7 |1 d& i. c
（在最近我反思自己生活之前，我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活）' C, Q) O. d+ g! b# ?
I'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.
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y7 N" q* M K" h+ ?% [3 l% @- {9 P; wBut my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.1 `' ?* N' M) q8 D- s8 F
（但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中）$ P; E7 B1 P6 j; B! ]3 F! L
So to some degree, I am indeed a child.
& N* I; e( o2 t. ], L（所以，从某个角度来看，我其实依旧是个孩子）$ V# U* W' I4 x
Who are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.' F/ P6 Z5 ~+ p8 J# [
（谁是我所珍视，爱护，甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他？）& A$ W) M6 k# a/ y m9 I
My dream three days ago have told me the answer.* }( m& T! o' @; U( n+ ]
（3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前）2 \) m Y7 j6 ]( t& ?; Y' g! `& x
I didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.5 d) }2 Z8 [7 H8 J2 o- N j7 J& Q
（朋友们，我真的本无意打扰你们大家）% n& C$ j; Y v' B9 W9 Q9 V
But I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.
/ g$ e- ?8 P; W1 a" M& V; Q! a（但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说，我愿意为你付出我的一切，可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你）
8 [* u8 C6 g# \1 M# W9 SThat is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.
/ z. U. U! o5 C（因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕）6 n+ R" k) Q6 s9 R/ ] t
I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that." Q1 e* g& @# H* G$ m7 y
（我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态，因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。）
+ L+ K. ]% v0 h* p, ?Promise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.
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P.s.
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I can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.4 c! v$ Y8 |2 z2 r7 \
（我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性，也许我很久以前已经如此吧）
% |1 V* ^( O7 I2 EBut because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.8 m& N- v5 u) e* [
（只是因为我的逃避，我已经，在我一时到问题之后，开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨）5 A$ P5 R& k) v7 ?$ _+ j" k. ~
Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.
$ k: L* }5 a; V. K（逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法，但是我没有选择）$ }8 T) \; V7 Y& l
So, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.! p' T( H/ n0 y- e$ {
（请原谅我的废话连篇，我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生）, ]% Q7 P- k. _2 \& L/ T: m% E9 M
To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!( ^0 y/ `' e! `) G5 G
（表白还是深藏？这其实不是一个问题！） |
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