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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.
5 N5 U# h5 u) y! s# \' o, k Q（在最近我反思自己生活之前，我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活）
" @& N$ E% Y- g6 V9 o7 t& G4 CI'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.
$ [5 A# m) ?! q, i（我如今已经成年，也已长大很多年）5 o2 |3 |+ T8 w1 W7 X4 n
But my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.1 Q( ?& Z9 u) ^0 w8 E8 f/ B4 U) [
（但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中）
) d% ~9 V( S+ B4 oSo to some degree, I am indeed a child.0 V( g( S' B1 h! `9 e$ y
（所以，从某个角度来看，我其实依旧是个孩子）; H6 Z h1 L9 V5 C' \3 C
Who are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.
0 M; h" ~% Q3 U y8 u. m（谁是我所珍视，爱护，甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他？）
+ v1 x( t7 `/ U3 M& P. l/ iMy dream three days ago have told me the answer.# _$ w. ]3 d" j# b4 g* d
（3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前）' e! X- S( @8 X% v1 u/ y5 N7 J" O0 `& Z7 w
I didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends./ z$ k6 Q1 P' N# A$ u/ U' [7 R
（朋友们，我真的本无意打扰你们大家）
# U3 o* y8 o' yBut I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.- J; s( ~9 _; ^4 |" z" ?
（但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说，我愿意为你付出我的一切，可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你）
1 h6 L6 L7 K, rThat is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.8 n7 F8 [# ^# U6 S
（因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕）# Q5 s; ?; t" s- @5 h( F
I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.% G! J! b7 O% g' `& }
（我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态，因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。）
. f" G$ K+ o+ r4 B q7 @Promise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.
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8 E' g' |3 L8 x* wI can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.8 ~- U% [ K/ ~8 r; Z9 _
（我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性，也许我很久以前已经如此吧）
+ U# ^/ S& K @& a4 SBut because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.1 J; B) l& }9 \6 b. _2 b- n
（只是因为我的逃避，我已经，在我一时到问题之后，开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨）6 \$ R4 z4 v6 R3 V7 ~+ x
Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.
( l( c! v% N9 M" T/ n3 V$ r（逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法，但是我没有选择）
; q& k7 Q. V6 T# u! OSo, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on., K3 x* @! N7 q X; v7 @
（请原谅我的废话连篇，我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生）8 V/ c7 ]5 y" e Z$ {
To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!4 H# [& }* {- d9 f) u" M! Q
（表白还是深藏？这其实不是一个问题！） |
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