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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.0 [# h# x1 |, C4 q2 H9 b7 ^. B
（在最近我反思自己生活之前，我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活）
$ p6 u- Z7 ?+ F( ]" VI'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.
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But my soul still stay somewhere in the high school. q: F. i& D% o( p
（但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中）* \' Q" n# G# U( X4 B! ~
So to some degree, I am indeed a child.
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) Z, z/ s0 b! O$ b% L" v# GWho are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.1 d6 t9 Y8 _7 B# Q& t
（谁是我所珍视，爱护，甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他？）, H! o6 g7 D6 N" a
My dream three days ago have told me the answer./ l! l3 R" x2 ^0 j, P0 [' D6 ~
（3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前）
( S/ {" W$ g6 M6 E1 V" JI didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.
e! `( j' H2 d: s+ @（朋友们，我真的本无意打扰你们大家）9 v* X% n5 X, {4 c
But I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.; B8 g! G* f4 j9 D) _* ]
（但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说，我愿意为你付出我的一切，可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你）3 [. ^: A; m6 C! N7 I! d/ H
That is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.0 m l" z. X4 q* Q; v
（因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕）! ~; z* {5 K, i5 \* ?# c
I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that., F9 Q. w# ~* ^) `- g" ?
（我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态，因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。）
6 x6 n$ h6 D' b! s7 fPromise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.& t* o& V3 n- W
（答应我，你会一直开心活泼的活下去，知道永远。这样我也保证，在我有生之年，我一定会为你祈福，不论我身在何方，身处何职）
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I can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.
* A; V# `0 U* N) |! u v# f8 I+ X（我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性，也许我很久以前已经如此吧）% u. R: a; W6 q2 W- e1 n
But because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.
8 }. T7 c5 Y* u' C9 U9 B3 n% r（只是因为我的逃避，我已经，在我一时到问题之后，开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨）9 S2 |* i8 N5 t$ Q5 g
Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.) h( W- r# | |- }) F. \
（逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法，但是我没有选择）
- g- A. P( L$ M TSo, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.: J7 I6 R, {, \# I
（请原谅我的废话连篇，我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生）3 M7 P O" `5 w
To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!
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