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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.
b5 H" q ~. Y: ~; D(在最近我反思自己生活之前,我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活)" `1 w" E8 `& ~0 E0 J! |5 F$ ~
I'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.# \- X9 ~1 L# V+ E0 x4 G
(我如今已经成年,也已长大很多年)
8 V& y: h! o) e( {3 F' W* U) CBut my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.+ u; D% v( ]/ k x
(但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中)5 [0 g# I" E/ A3 M2 K! X
So to some degree, I am indeed a child.
- \4 E5 s$ {2 w" @8 k, l6 q(所以,从某个角度来看,我其实依旧是个孩子)0 g! k4 V# {- A) b* f
Who are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.
- c8 Y$ b$ R# d+ i1 C& l4 E4 w4 o- W# T(谁是我所珍视,爱护,甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他?)
! b* T' u: \( ^5 m4 i3 EMy dream three days ago have told me the answer.
4 [" \( K' K4 Z(3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前)' \* w% Q0 ?9 ]2 _; m6 `
I didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.8 }0 J/ F) ~! @4 ]4 A8 L
(朋友们,我真的本无意打扰你们大家)
6 X" h" _# R' J2 @But I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.
) G7 _& q( B. c, l3 V0 @* I(但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说,我愿意为你付出我的一切,可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你)
. O" v2 S* d0 H( L6 sThat is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.0 ^6 }. D1 z8 X4 X8 I$ w8 E% p
(因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕)
5 {" a+ A" ~1 a; V8 _I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.
: ~1 E" a; O! v# ~$ q% R1 e* B(我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态,因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。)
$ i6 q+ L3 T: b' z9 X3 dPromise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.
1 P4 Q0 [; X2 M" x8 X P(答应我,你会一直开心活泼的活下去,知道永远。这样我也保证,在我有生之年,我一定会为你祈福,不论我身在何方,身处何职)
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I can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.+ E& U" l+ B7 g7 w4 V8 D) r
(我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性,也许我很久以前已经如此吧)' M# u8 E/ @, r3 t( ]! b
But because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.; y( O* q6 J) A4 c0 h
(只是因为我的逃避,我已经,在我一时到问题之后,开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨)
& y, A( M; J) ]+ h4 s! E) y. w' c% iEscaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.' T p. N, H5 ?. \
(逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法,但是我没有选择)
6 T& X, S" P5 h4 QSo, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.- t {- F$ t( ^* X
(请原谅我的废话连篇,我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生)1 |+ d+ t8 ?9 V$ E8 v
To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!# X" ~ U/ j3 X/ o& R b5 L" o" z
(表白还是深藏?这其实不是一个问题!) |
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