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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.
& Z' j/ w G3 Q, {9 I5 h( O（在最近我反思自己生活之前，我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活）4 J7 b2 y9 A4 H: ~8 |$ Y" \3 i8 i7 O& [
I'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.6 N$ [+ i( g* } i9 @
（我如今已经成年，也已长大很多年）
% h& b; I n: |But my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.+ d/ a* o# {* i2 Y- C
（但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中）/ A6 q" q" Z) Q+ T- {2 Q0 K; |
So to some degree, I am indeed a child.: l. w; J6 I; K n5 T
（所以，从某个角度来看，我其实依旧是个孩子）8 s% k1 v8 s+ `. M% H5 G
Who are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.& J/ `6 v6 [4 _# O6 _1 ?
（谁是我所珍视，爱护，甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他？）
+ A* ?3 U& R9 OMy dream three days ago have told me the answer.2 L9 F! G N$ _" V4 `# S5 N
（3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前）# S% p e$ n2 Q3 S% `
I didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.! T' |% Z5 t4 \5 h5 t7 b
（朋友们，我真的本无意打扰你们大家）
; h7 l* |+ R( m3 bBut I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.% e- b0 ~1 i, m: Y% J
（但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说，我愿意为你付出我的一切，可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你）4 ^, o& G: Z& d# H ^& b
That is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.9 P5 G. Q U% e, z0 c; q, u
（因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕）, ~/ p* L3 [# l9 B
I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.
3 O6 Z% l; N* S9 |3 K- |; n4 k（我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态，因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。）
3 t, ~- f! ^1 G5 F5 a& H/ [Promise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.
2 Z9 f) F( |+ W, m$ C7 Z, |（答应我，你会一直开心活泼的活下去，知道永远。这样我也保证，在我有生之年，我一定会为你祈福，不论我身在何方，身处何职）
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P.s.
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! O8 b- q u* z* Z( U- ]I can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.. f+ i" E/ K p3 x
（我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性，也许我很久以前已经如此吧）6 Q u/ ~$ x5 U' {9 ~
But because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.
( l' D# \* p' E9 ^（只是因为我的逃避，我已经，在我一时到问题之后，开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨）9 k( a4 {& [" ~$ X F
Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.
8 [! z+ s: m! X* }' L4 v9 \（逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法，但是我没有选择）
3 D9 a8 Q! O# h3 V9 V( b3 h' MSo, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.
: H( G. `2 U4 @# e3 h$ |（请原谅我的废话连篇，我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生）
) _8 a1 P1 ~8 V' R$ ATo confess or not to confess? That's not a question!: E2 T( o+ l7 g5 ^- S g/ ~
（表白还是深藏？这其实不是一个问题！） |
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