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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.
2 c7 P$ x6 y: W(在最近我反思自己生活之前,我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活)
$ Y9 ^9 P/ b+ }7 kI'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.
5 z. N g/ }# k8 A( O(我如今已经成年,也已长大很多年)
8 M- a) Z, I8 K/ f. n. b/ V, y! O eBut my soul still stay somewhere in the high school." b# M5 Q4 ]: s6 V' t5 p' }
(但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中)# o- o9 a; R# f' ]" O
So to some degree, I am indeed a child.
2 v3 y8 `( J# \- p6 {(所以,从某个角度来看,我其实依旧是个孩子)
' T. }9 J7 ]7 Y8 I# t* H: v7 ^Who are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have." E2 @& m" t2 ]# J9 n* ^, U
(谁是我所珍视,爱护,甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他?); g% ?6 |7 c7 M a3 n3 x/ y- ^
My dream three days ago have told me the answer.' ^/ O6 ^% v; d
(3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前)
5 \! m& i+ W ?. b/ H0 KI didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.
0 \2 W* w3 a6 \(朋友们,我真的本无意打扰你们大家)9 f% ~" O; B( S% @# [! {4 X
But I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.
0 v3 u: [& d E" M9 U! t(但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说,我愿意为你付出我的一切,可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你)
|0 G% w/ }; y7 A( @9 TThat is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.
K3 |/ {' B4 b9 J0 o(因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕)1 X. k u. E( `: |4 s
I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.
' u4 I8 a4 v' \* T( l(我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态,因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。)
9 }! J( ]7 F* a2 W* q0 N, b" ^Promise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.
) b/ Q' |3 p1 _(答应我,你会一直开心活泼的活下去,知道永远。这样我也保证,在我有生之年,我一定会为你祈福,不论我身在何方,身处何职)% R: B' Y% Z$ N3 J9 h
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" U' M( x: L; i' Y; J9 g( WI can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago. ]4 h6 r$ o. U. G. b
(我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性,也许我很久以前已经如此吧), [3 j; Q; v ?2 x3 ^' B3 U% }
But because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.
: J; \ n: u. R+ T( P(只是因为我的逃避,我已经,在我一时到问题之后,开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨)
& F9 A& D: j; x bEscaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.
7 a* a5 [8 N; ]# l(逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法,但是我没有选择)
3 l8 o4 ]2 \7 Q/ aSo, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.8 i- w( P( F% u/ j H" s7 ^
(请原谅我的废话连篇,我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生)
2 B G( p/ v0 W/ V# {3 l6 E/ `2 B( {To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!
, E9 v, }: a6 Q5 [5 s) ]% E W(表白还是深藏?这其实不是一个问题!) |
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