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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.* C3 v3 t$ ?/ X/ h# J5 X2 d$ W
（在最近我反思自己生活之前，我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活）
, p1 P9 W& ^& W9 i$ N* p5 {I'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.
7 c# j5 A! R& w: r9 l0 O（我如今已经成年，也已长大很多年）, ^5 k2 ]2 X0 ]2 a; }2 ], B1 x
But my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.7 {7 C9 f% C5 C# r2 m6 _& l. q3 ?
（但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中）( i% {; ^8 K+ d! h# w& E) J, E
So to some degree, I am indeed a child.
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Who are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.
4 X8 _% s1 Y5 B q$ y9 C! y& B5 w（谁是我所珍视，爱护，甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他？）+ l" [) ]2 v( H) r8 ]# O g3 T9 ~
My dream three days ago have told me the answer.
1 i- j( F5 d2 \4 p( s（3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前）
5 a- r+ p2 Q( [; s' |! E" CI didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.
/ Q6 O0 I# ?+ l, d: A（朋友们，我真的本无意打扰你们大家）0 H; S8 O$ q5 f2 s' l& ^' e
But I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.& b- K* w. `. `% ?
（但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说，我愿意为你付出我的一切，可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你）
7 u. ]4 w) q V' XThat is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.. M" v. i& |) n
（因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕）' |1 Z7 c1 o6 Q
I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.8 }& c3 {( ~3 I2 V1 \3 c% k
（我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态，因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。）
' \7 j, |3 |8 ^* G6 Y ~Promise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.& U! T0 Y6 s2 A. o
（答应我，你会一直开心活泼的活下去，知道永远。这样我也保证，在我有生之年，我一定会为你祈福，不论我身在何方，身处何职）
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% }) _: \' x, @% c- nI can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.0 d1 ? R1 t. E8 ~3 s( p" z
（我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性，也许我很久以前已经如此吧）
% o8 y* l. i, s* L- }$ qBut because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.; W3 `; O2 N4 c$ A s- Q; C7 i
（只是因为我的逃避，我已经，在我一时到问题之后，开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨）
# k, Q7 i8 d3 r3 u+ Q, k0 z( I. G' kEscaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.; u/ K. G4 ]1 B" c% d+ O
（逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法，但是我没有选择）
& x2 o) x# M: O' _" hSo, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.
5 I6 H t: u0 U8 L. |8 z（请原谅我的废话连篇，我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生）6 V W% M; _& x& h- K
To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!/ E4 i/ ~* | J( H
（表白还是深藏？这其实不是一个问题！） |
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