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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.* p6 h; \- e" \1 {
(在最近我反思自己生活之前,我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活)2 B. L5 O( S3 c& r( r! Q( @( S, _
I'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.: m5 h9 R' C5 \: f! x4 Q& S8 A
(我如今已经成年,也已长大很多年)
! i( q5 |7 c9 M# \$ E0 [9 oBut my soul still stay somewhere in the high school. F$ {5 P! W6 x K$ E
(但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中)
* g2 r; u" k7 N" R0 _/ ?So to some degree, I am indeed a child.) n6 O9 Q5 N0 A9 G+ c
(所以,从某个角度来看,我其实依旧是个孩子)
+ q; }6 H P& F1 _( k dWho are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.) d) a: U) U& _
(谁是我所珍视,爱护,甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他?)
( W# h- \& i, B0 dMy dream three days ago have told me the answer.1 d$ v8 \- N* A
(3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前)
) \5 c1 a8 a' `6 `# Y s+ ZI didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.
2 R; x4 |- C* c1 _(朋友们,我真的本无意打扰你们大家)/ y! W( n" Y0 {+ u+ g3 y8 a
But I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.
3 b! _7 o+ @4 h# V) A(但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说,我愿意为你付出我的一切,可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你)
: l4 V% T6 R9 S4 UThat is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.
1 ~3 }9 J6 @$ y6 W/ P: @(因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕)3 K9 c4 x" [- x& H* _
I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.' u. f$ t( |8 Q" F, J- j& S: ]6 T2 g
(我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态,因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。)- S8 g8 e: x8 y5 u- f1 J$ G. z+ g
Promise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.: G9 c) v; b" Q4 E |4 y6 X
(答应我,你会一直开心活泼的活下去,知道永远。这样我也保证,在我有生之年,我一定会为你祈福,不论我身在何方,身处何职)
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I can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.
4 A6 ^0 l; W$ f( n7 W. P(我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性,也许我很久以前已经如此吧)! j( V) t& x7 E
But because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.6 C- c' o8 e: L( P8 u% A/ t
(只是因为我的逃避,我已经,在我一时到问题之后,开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨)/ v' C& U7 E( L) L3 C
Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.
; z' G7 K! h8 g. r(逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法,但是我没有选择)
* J. Z" ?% [2 f$ d) c6 X- ISo, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.
0 s( q: T6 |( H+ [(请原谅我的废话连篇,我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生)
% [( G# w, T7 F2 g! ^To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!7 A& P) p5 z8 e6 l$ q
(表白还是深藏?这其实不是一个问题!) |
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