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I haven't questioned my affection life for so many years until recent review of my life.% W/ ]7 X& i/ t
（在最近我反思自己生活之前，我从来没有认真思考过我的感情生活）
9 |: }- u; q' A3 ?) V& G$ g+ hI'm an adult now, or to say, I have been an adult for years.$ Q0 |) \1 }" H3 P" ^
（我如今已经成年，也已长大很多年）
0 x, o3 F1 e, h; mBut my soul still stay somewhere in the high school.7 M( p( |. C/ `/ ~6 u
（但我的心仿佛依旧停留在高中的某段记忆中）
' k0 n- v: ~" x8 Z" K3 ^: ]So to some degree, I am indeed a child.& |( q2 ?5 F0 r
（所以，从某个角度来看，我其实依旧是个孩子）) G2 }# N1 [2 H' \- w- g- A8 h4 \
Who are the guys I want to cherish, to love and to give whatever I have.
2 q# R# U; i# j( A: K0 R# B. Y（谁是我所珍视，爱护，甚至愿意奉献所有我所拥有东西的那个他？）
& o% I) ^# e7 o7 j! h8 IMy dream three days ago have told me the answer.
; w: V: v# g4 S) w: y R6 L（3天前的梦将答案放在了我的面前）
, l! j' ]" n# \% p* TI didn't mean to bother all of you, my firends.# d6 c9 j$ ~ F7 V
（朋友们，我真的本无意打扰你们大家）
3 o$ k6 |5 a' n, O3 P1 sBut I have to say I can give all I can donate to you, the one I have been loving, but I can never have the chance to tell you.! K" ]( Q6 Y Z3 B8 Y, S
（但是我还是要对那个我爱的人说，我愿意为你付出我的一切，可是我却绝不会有机会告诉你）
4 @/ k) J$ Z% G" FThat is because you are already surrounded by tons of friendships and loves.
- a, D; V( x( c& g6 [) Y（因为你已经被友谊和爱情所环绕）& O3 u3 [: ]+ \9 V6 i0 y5 ?
I don't want to force you away from your recent status of life, because I know the way between you and me is tough than ever and you'd better stay or go on living far from this, the pain, the feeling like heart-broken and whatever the emotions like that.
1 ~( e% M9 F$ w; a! y8 @& Y（我不想逼你走出你目前的生活状态，因为我知道我们之间的路会很艰难。你应该远离着一切伤痛、心碎的感觉活着一切这类的感觉。）; Y- G" u+ K' n0 Y
Promise me that you will be happy and energetic all the time when you are alive, and I will prey for you in all of my life times, nomatter where I am or what I am doing.( r9 g: e$ \5 C# x) d3 r5 B
（答应我，你会一直开心活泼的活下去，知道永远。这样我也保证，在我有生之年，我一定会为你祈福，不论我身在何方，身处何职）$ h' q- N9 v% H* O
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I can not figure out how I can be so sensitive tonight, but maybe I should be like this long time ago.: @6 i; W) R# U" N
（我不知道为什么我今晚如此的感性，也许我很久以前已经如此吧）
6 n5 ?& n- N, yBut because of my escaping, I began to suffer from complicated feelings just from the time I suddenly realized the problem.
3 V/ D- s! d4 ~& l( w' G（只是因为我的逃避，我已经，在我一时到问题之后，开始经受一系列复杂感情的折磨）/ u4 x# M/ n n& Y4 `
Escaping is not the direct and effetive way to end the suffering, but I have no choice.
/ \0 w/ L6 ]* u |+ k- o% c（逃避并不是直接有效的对于痛苦的解决办法，但是我没有选择）
( h: F% l3 @5 @6 t8 m& C7 V& |7 @So, forgive my reams of rubbish, I will try to avoid this from now on.
/ p i! U0 m f' w5 E（请原谅我的废话连篇，我会极力避免此类事件的再次发生）* C% V0 U1 \5 C$ R2 v
To confess or not to confess? That's not a question!8 i! S! P \* S: H" L
（表白还是深藏？这其实不是一个问题！） |
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