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本帖最后由 lovingshane 于 2011-12-28 22:55 编辑 ! i0 A# q, f+ {; l8 _( \. Y
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( M, m5 v; ^; N! j5 N1 H$ BDear Spencer ,7 N* b- x- ^ s# x1 ~7 o
I am your chinese fan ,and I love u very much ! Please take care of yourself !
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yours
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' x& @: U* o5 RThank you! Excuse my lack of knowledge, but I assumed gay porn or any porn wouldn't even be accessible in China. It's nice to know I reached you all the way over there. Where exactly are you from--Just curious. Will use google maps to find you!% E& C) `( U* z0 z7 D" s& J
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5 p% U! a" n) t+ x; U h9 dHello Spencer,& k M& m4 s t( i5 c7 S1 y8 A
Thank u for replying my e-mail !1 d: G- P4 O' p( h7 m
I'm so exciting ,U know ,For me,U r a super star.: ^8 F6 }8 m) d \( b) C s+ x
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: S+ ^' j- @0 F2 g5 l0 K, `3 DI'm 26.I'm gay , and all over the world know China is a feudal state ,not open as USA .
( J0 O% z2 d W% }6 UMy parents & friends don't know that I am gay.I couldn't tell anyone of them.( S' F$ v+ @2 ]9 } H% x1 L0 L8 Y
If people know U are gay ,my parents will be very sad and my friends
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, I7 T0 U$ g0 p+ N9 ]6 D3 r7 [# hIt is so hard to find someone that u love .8 x2 o: k. E; }
Under the social pressure,maybe in the future I will get married.But I think I will destroy the rest of girl's life .So I am really confused.2 I) o5 a2 w5 U* v
I have no idea.Can U tell me what I should do in the future ?
% z% [; G; F1 n6 XU are very curious about how I know u?
. G9 K; O$ q* k3 F/ m" a' l/ ?0 rTo be honest.I download a few gay porn movies from Internet.And I understand it is violate the law in USA.$ O, H H( b% f4 d& |
U are a very handsome man. U have talent. And I love U !, N) k6 _0 y- b" q2 ~
I almost lost my heart When I heard that u had HIV.1 X1 Y2 c2 T% B" w7 k' m
I wish you good health ! Please take care of yourself !
) Q) ~! t* W% @1 J" ~Oh ,wrtie too much today.My English is very poor,Hope U can understand what
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Please reply .
3 }) _0 T# y1 M6 VThat's all .Thank u !
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1 S+ l. w. j4 |% b/ l* Pps:To update ur blog,I will always pay my attention on you !
! ?8 A' d, D; _3 ?:)Big Brother is always watching you!
. K) b( Y' w0 F @4 \ IIt's a joke,please don't mind !$ T8 ?3 g$ s" H. g+ M+ t, x
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1 ^8 x+ m9 G6 j" E, R! DI am sorry it took me so long to reply. And I thank you for your email. I just looked at google maps and saw your town a and some pictures. I am ashamed that when you wrote, I imagined a stereotypical Chinese village instead of the big urban area where you live. Some of the architecture is beautiful! 3 i: d+ {7 P% o
5 @* X8 M- S- U4 B. Y7 [9 ~$ ABecause you live in a more urban area, have you been able to find other gay young men?? I certainly hope that some day you can live the life you want to live. It is sad that you may not and that you might have to marry. ( b" [0 z& N$ }
! `6 X; Y' B- n9 d3 U9 j1 AYes, I am HIV positive, but it's not as sad as you may think. I do have a boyfriend whom I will probably marry, and he is negative. I plan to live a long life! So don't worry about me.
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6 E) C% M( W+ kI hope to update my blog, but my life is so busy it is hard to find the time. I'm glad to know that when I do update, you'll be reading it all the way across the world. . j! K$ u. l% o2 w
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Hi Spencer,
$ A) N) B$ u' ?Thanks for your e-mail. My apologies for the late response...
3 f( G: j. R# k/ l$ rI'm too busy recently!
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3 `! b. [ w" K2 CFind a lover in China is the most difficult thing for me !
# G+ E, H4 ^1 _I want to tell you that you don't know about China.
) k8 z- p5 k# GIt is very hard to fight for my right !:-(
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" [& e" Q7 L0 M; O1 S% n8 Q Z' `! tAnd USA is a amazing country for me !
% Q" N! f6 p; |5 N6 o/ O( ZI personally like reality shows.such as,1 T; k/ A) s. F3 j; `8 K
'american idol','survivor' ,'the amazing race'.6 J$ Y8 p6 ~8 D; i
Do you like watching reality show ?
* A; ~1 V9 X- g; O* ] Q% r. U" W$ A" x! `I also like watching witty sitcoms or drama shows, like
7 h: ?/ d& |3 j z: xDesperate Housewives, The Big Bang Theory and the Simpsons.
) H6 ?& F6 t1 r& l* k8 r% k# z1 W# IWhen I was a student,I watched Friends ,sex and the city,4 l5 t3 ~ I: z- d2 ^- `- {
24,C.S.I,and so on .Friends is my favorite.% b3 \- X+ e" N. G. `8 a
" C3 U# E! ?1 l# }Speak other things .Maybe you don't konw now in China ,KFC and: x( e6 D$ r* ]7 P( a
McDonald's are very popular with youngsters.so do I .I like eating. @) a7 A2 r* H. u6 |* G2 R$ }
hanburger.A lot of foreigners like eating chinese food.Chinese food2 E5 b; v# v& ^' R
is healthy and delicious .Do you like chinese food?6 ?5 M. K4 \# V+ h/ K" q
If you come to China ,I will invite you to eat some delicious chinese food.) j3 K* I+ L/ @- n/ O2 {0 ^2 ?* N
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Next time, Can you tell me something about you (your job,your
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0 p3 t+ M9 N& T- e( G0 y h( l tOk,That's all ! I must go to bed !
, F* j4 G f9 ^& x6 EMay your future life be full of happiness. Wish you happy everyday. X; P# d. O" R, `
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Your chinese boy ,
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PS: I'm ugly. I hope you don't mind the photo.# W& y; |3 O; ^5 s9 z0 B5 ~- _ n! a
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2 P% R; \4 {$ USorry for the delay; I, too, am very busy and sometimes dont get to answer emails for weeks. But I wanted to write to thank you for your pictures and to tell you that you are BEAUTIFUL! I know it must be hard being gay in your country, but you must never let the rest of the world make you feel badly for who you are. You are a handsome gay man who happens to live in China and who cannot express himself as freely as if he were in another country. And you have a sense of HUMOR! I love the picture of you sticking out your tongue!!
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5 k0 f+ G7 V+ I9 P( ?: MMe? I am very busy at work. I am in charge of all the outreach and education on Cape Cod in Massachusetts. I provide people with the education they need to make choices in their sexual behavior to keep them from contracting HIV. I am also a musician (I play the piano and love to sing old standards) and I am an actor (I'm currently in rehearsal to play the title role in Edward II. I have a boyfriend of 5 years and two kittens. In my town, I can walk hand-in-hand with my boyfriend, I can kiss him in public, and everyone knows that I was a porn star. And it's all accepted as okay. I figure I might be in jail for that in your country??4 |) |( H8 [; U* b4 g7 B( @
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Anyway, please don't take it personally if I don't write back for a while--I am just busy.
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Best,
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